In bed I tell myself,
That I am too far gone
There is no turning back
This is who I am,
What I have become.
And there you are lying,
Breathing the same air I breathe
As you sleep beside me.
Again I ask myself
Why? Why do you stay?
Why do you even persist?
Is it simply because of love?
Or is it something else entirely?
Then again, does it matter?
Of course it does, stupid ****.
Everything has its reasons
I just don't know hers

So there I was, standing
In silence, waiting
Just waiting for something
A thought to cross
To take shape
In her ****** up mind
Making her realize
That the only thing I want
Is for her to look at me,
Look at me in the eye,
While she reassures me
That she, the girl I love
Also, unconditionally
Loves me back.

Goodbye,
she said to me.
Without explanations,
without any hesitations,
Goodbye

My love,
My dearest friend
In whom I take refuge
I give to you my preious heart,
Gladly.

The night was once his friend
for it brought him solitude,
peace and rest but now
it has betrayed him.

Now it brought him nothing
but unwelcome thoughts and memories.
Every night he would lie down
and feel nothing but the hollow space in his heart.

Trying his best to fall asleep but it was no use.
Every single night he would think about the what ifs
and the things he could’ve said or done,
just so he could imagine how beautiful and perfect his life could be.

Every night he would cry himself to sleep
for it was all he could do.

He closed his eyes and wished,
wished that he had someone to confide in.
Someone to listen and understand,
for that was all he ever needed.

Together we fell
Into the darkest recesses
Of this thing called love
And all of a sudden
We came crashing down
All because of one thing
The cosmic joke called life

You are the light that keeps the darkness at bay.
The song that sings the loneliness away.
Though you are my sanity, I want you to leave.
For the lies I have said and the promises I didn’t keep.”

I miss the warmth of her touch,
the radiant glow of her smile,
the vibrant gleam in her eyes.

Let love fill your heart
Overcoming your sense of logic
Voided by any rationality
Eternally encompassing everything

I **** at getting over you.
Take me back instead.

Life is all about the chase, the pursuit. We would always be chasing after different things, whether it be our goals, emotions, et cetera, et cetera. And let me tell you one thing, whatever you catch, something will always take it away from you. In the end, they would all just wither away and die. The important part is the journey, the hardships, the efforts you’ve made while you were in pursuit. Life is all the right and wrong choices, the actions we did and we didn’t take altogether. It is the summary of every decision and lessons that we have learned along the way. One day I hope we would all be able to look back and see how far we’ve all gotten unconsciously, while we were all focused on the chase before we realize that life passed us by because of some stupid goal we tried to chase.

Will you take my hand tonight,
as we drive until the morning light?
We'll travel side by side,
In your directions, I'll abide

Making turns,
Taking chances.
Passing moments,
That we'll never see again.

Hopeless hearts,
Together at last.
It starts tonight,
our journey is at hand.