BlaqueLace: Favorites

Jul 2012 BlaqueLace

J

Thank you

I liked it
(75% of the time)
Caught up in the drug-like feelings of lust
You reminded me
That I am desirable

So **** me

And let me know that

I

AM

NOT

FAT

... even though the feeling never lasts

And be there
Every time I need my fix
Because
I need my fix

But don't love me
I can't
love you back

Years of
'You'll never be good enough'
And
'You are so ugly'
Along with unwelcome touches
From men twice my age
Has left me broken
Far beyond repair

Confused
Because he said he loved me
But proceeded to beat me until

I

couldn't

move

So don't love me
I don't know how
to love you back

And please don't hate me
For sneaking out while you're asleep
Because I wouldn't be able to handle
You sneaking out before I wake up

I'm sorry

But
If there's a slight chance
That you might actually care
about
ME

Just...
stay

I can't give you much
But
I promise

I will
*******

Every

Single

Chance

I

Get

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

Psycho

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

SA

******

Mention this word
and a picture of white skin
and glowing red eyes
will be the first thing
that my mind creates.

My brain,
a cheap conjurer of tricks,
is closely affiliated with that adjective
maniac, madman, mayhem
insane
What's in a name
as
     p
         s
             y
                 c
                     h
                         o
is whispered in the chilly November wind?

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

FUCK

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

Talon

****

**** these words
**** who I’ll be
**** the past
Yeah, **** history

**** these feelings
**** misery
**** all that is
Yeah, **** all that’ll be.

**** the cosmos
**** luck
**** my mind
And **** ****

Sometimes, **** everything right?

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

Bleed

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

Lindsey McCarty

Bleed

******* me over, every single day
Wish this pointless life I'm living, had more to say
All my soul is hearing, is this screaming erray

Losing more grip on life, with every painful good-bye
It is turning out, this whole world before me is all a lie
My heart is telling me, I will never have the strength to fly
I lay here in this bed of thorns, and cry, cry, cry.

Perservering does no good, when all i do is bleed
Dripping out the agony, my soul must soon be freed
Freed today, or freed tomorrow, I will surely die if I'm in lead
Everything I do in life, I'm failing to succeed
So instead of trying for same pride, I bleed, bleed, bleed.

Inspired By Hot Chelle Rae

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

Cut

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

longlostinthedark

Cut

Speeding heart, heavy breaths,
I did this to myself.
Look, the cuts, so dark and deep,
Bring my soul to rest.

Trembling fear, poisoned thoughts,
Why the ****** slits?
Fall to sleep, red on sheets,
I don't think I'll make it.

Wrote this about 5 minutes ago, just off the top of my head.

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

A Cutters Lullaby

Jun 2012 BlaqueLace

Heather

A Cutters Lullaby

Go to sleep, and shut your eyes,
Please dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
For you know the pain that they have borne.
Silver metal, shines so bright.
Scarlet blood, that feels so right.
Dream of the blood that's trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight's shining off your tears
Bleed out all your petty fears.
So tonight when you start to cry
You better whisper the cutters lullaby:

Hushabye baby, you're almost dead.
You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red.
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife, cause it's all you'll need.
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred.
You didn't know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain that you hid so well,
And down will come baby, straight back to hell.