My body burns like a furnace with you
My heart yearns below the surface without you

The way your hair smells
The way your lips rest
The way we trace each others' ghosts
with our fingers;
yours so perfect and white
They make me anxious for your next words
Your next smile
Your next embrace

Here we are
You and I
We've reached it
The Good Place

It's that moment I wanted to talk to you
It's that moment you told me a secret
It's that moment you said "no"
It's that moment I figured out I was really moving
It's that moment I didn't say goodbye
It's that moment you called me again
It's that moment I came to visit
It's that moment I watched you moving on
It's that moment I realized that "this place isn't going to work out"
It's that moment of my homecoming
It's that moment we started talking again
It's that moment I fell hard
It's that moment I realized my friends were an out
It's that moment I told you "I love you" and I cried
It's that moment you didn't leave or drift away
It's that moment when we kissed
It's that moment I lied with you all night
It's that moment we watched a movie
It's that moment I cried on the way home
It's that moment I started writing ****** poems
It's that moment I stared at my hands and thought nothing at all
It's  now and I don't want to end this with a cliché

There's a scientific reason to everything
Butterflies in your stomach
as you watch them approach
Is just adrenaline taking blood from your stomach
Sweaty palms and nervous fingers
as you lie right next to them
Is just your increased body heat with anxiousness
Increased heart rate
as they tell you something new, only to you
Is just your body compensating for increased brain activity
The fact that you make me do these things?
Well that should mean something

Staring out my dusty window
I see and admire the view
I enjoy the sight but hardly leave my room
Possibly how I feel about you?
You see, my feelings are so strong
yet so hard to pinpoint
so hard to make into words
so hard to capture
That I'll keep writing ****** poetry
I'll keep chasing songs that remind
me of you
Soon I'll get it straight in my head
at that point I'll just need to get it
straight in my mouth
Then straight to your ear

My blanket smells of you
But my breath fogged up your scent

You laid in my bed tonight
You're uncomfortable with people touching you
and me making you uncomfortable
makes me uncomfortable
I guess I can hope it gets better with time
I just hope that me being near
doesn't fog up you being here