Blaise Tyler Beach

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

Hatred grows inside
Ripping apart my soul
Digging down too deep
To keep in control

Spawning in my midst
There is none other to blame
Than that person in the mirror
The name reminiscent of flame

With troubled eyes I see
The pain I cause within
Never ending is this flow
Of personal hate and sin

Comfort is sent from others
Though it makes a mere dent
Causing little interruption for this ship
On a ceaseless path to torment

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

Diamond Splinters

We have so much in this world
And yet we see only that which we lose
We only devote attention to emptiness
Where those people used to be within
Yet, they are gone from your heart
So that part of you freezes over
And if left to itself for too long
This ice spreads like a disease
Destroying all you hold dear
Capturing it as a single meager memory
One as fragile and beautiful as your life
Preserving them inside makes you cringe
You can't handle the truth of it all
That they never left you alone
You left them, for your own devices
And here you lie now, broken
A shattered mess of perfection

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

I Could Use Someone...

I could use somebody
But not the likes of you
You and your twisted humor
Your bitter words
Sinking deep like icicles within
You, who rips apart my soul
Little pieces torn by sharp words
Your fiery emotions
Engulfing me, burning alive
But, I could use somebody
Just like you
You, with the ability to listen
Soak in my problems, make me ease
Your encompassing hold
Making me forget all
You, who smiles so kindly
Opening up all hearts
You, my rock to stand on
Never crumbling beneath my pressure
You, willing to break down
By my side, through it all
So I guess I need someone
Someone like you
But not you
And yet only you are worth it

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

Jagged Words

Sad, lonely words
Circle me forever
Hazing my vision
Leaving us *******

                                        Cut to the bone
                                        Start pulsing blood
                                        Fading to black
                                        Society does condone

                                                                 It is fully understood
                                                                               These phrases ******
                                                                                            They slice deep
                                                                           Bring nothing good

                                                                                   Fight this darkness
                                                                              Remind us of the light
                                                                            But voices are drowned
                                                                                  By blood so heinous

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

Not For Me

Thick as mud
Pouring from my soul
******* tainted blood

Don't you smell the fear
Coursing within me
Causing me to tear

All these monsters who rule
Shove me past the brink
With words for broken tools

One day you'll see
Within dark dreams that
This world is not for me.

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

A Clean, Sharp Path

Bubbling water flows
Over rocks so sharp
Cutting deeper into me
Making red slip into the flow
Trying to escape
Making it worse
Pain doubling all over
So I fought the current
Carving my future's end

Blaise Tyler Beach Oct 2011

Blank Stranger

Won't you spare a second
To help me close this wound
Stop the blood that drips
Put my heart back inside?
Why is your stare so blank?
Don't you know what I feel;
The anguish of a loner?
The regretting soul?
Perhaps you are right to stare
To be dim to such pain
For the world shows no mercy
And people, They are to blame.