Blaise Tyler Beach

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

Demons are my friends
I see your spine break
as it quickly bends.
I told you, it was the ******* end.

I live in this ****** hole
You didn't see it coming?
Me ******* your soul.
I told you, I am the ******* end.

Death am I, so I must be
Warm, dark, and flowing
is your blood onto me.
I told you, I was your ******* death.

I never ******* lose
You tried to beat me and all you did
was make yourself ooze
to death in my frozen arms.

I told you, I am *every ******* end.

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

Lost In My Lonely Soul

Bleeding and crying,
My soul expires itself.
Outside, I seem normal, at least,
That's what they say.
Perhaps it's a lie to ensure
That I am kept in the dark.

The dark is my friend,
But my worst enemy.
My insides are torn
Seeping my soul away.
The darkness invaded,
After I lost my light,
Consuming me to survive.

I try to portray me,
But the dark interferes,
Showing itself for all to see.
I know it's not normal
To want to rip apart your soul,
But I can't find
Myself anymore.

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

Thinking Is My Prison

Scarcely aware as it runs
Fluid dripping by the tons
As done by millions

I lose myself within it all
As my soul becomes a dark ball
Darkening as I plunge and fall

First come the cement walls…

Ripped from my life, yet never in death
Escape supposedly comes from ****
Yet like her, it only takes my breath

Tripping on the lie
That once made me try
Even if it could make me die

Next come the cold steel bars…

Breathing in death, or perhaps sleep
I try to hold my keep
But all emotions, they simply seep

Forever I die, forever I think
This, I know, is permanent like ink
But all is gone within a blink

At last, the guard, myself, takes his post…

I try and fail
Unable to afford bail
As I wait in my self-made jail.

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

Senseless Senses

Thoughts flooding out the mouth
From me they seep so clear
Showing every single fear
Never able to make things clear

I see her lying next to me
Forever by my side
Yet as I look, see where she lied
I only see where I cried

I scratch at these eyes
In hopes of ending the pain
Seeing the absence of you, my bane
Will forever drive me insane

My nose is scarred all around
From tearing at that repulsing aroma
Killing my soul, each breath a plethora
Of death as if I had Asthma

Ears ring with your disgusting euphony
My tongue forever moves sure
Making sounds about you with no cure
Your infamy lives in me in grandeur

I hate you and your gorgeous soul
I see it there, alive and well
It seems I have fallen under your spell
To have you haunt me and in my soul, dwell

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

My Jekyll And Hyde

I love you so much
I ***** at your touch
I smile at your name
To know you is a shame
This feeling is great
This overwhelming hate
Like heaven on Earth
For to me, you have no worth
My heart it trembles for you
I want to stop your heart, I do
Only you can have my soul
*I'll take you to hell through this hole

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

All's Unfair In Love

I never thought it would be like this,
Where I fall over myself at your name alone
Trying to win you over, but I only miss,
For your heart was stolen before my own.

Yet here I am, waiting for you
To come around to me, in vain.
For you, I am not worthy, it's true,
But my soul keeps me here, insane.

My mind overflows.
You **** me, you do.
Your soul, it shows.
To you, I'll always be true.

Blaise Tyler Beach Jul 2011

My Love Is Her Hate

Silent whispers scream all around
The voices, they never stop
Calling out a friendly word
Is not their true intent
Yet out of this hate
Comes their twisted feeling, Love

Love is divine
Some say to me, but
can divinity cause the pain I feel?
Perhaps it's to teach
Or to truly inspire...
I say it's their twisted hate

O to be young
When little was known
And all was acceptable
Yet they ruined it all
With the twisting of hate to Love
I Love her
But her answer?
*Hate