Washing the day
From my face

Trying to find
My happy place

I know the way life goes
the way that energy flows
yet still
i tend to say it blows

I have problems
that i know how to fix
its just hard
all these nervous ticks

Here i am
singing the song
of the ones
long gone

Where they've turned
they must have turned wrong
The days
feeling too long

Im here today
the turn long gone
bringing you
this lonesome song

Bringing you
A wish to move on
The energy
to stay strong

Not with me today
yet i hope you play
being
a being to stay

Be
A being
to stay

Today im so
blah
Just done with this
and on to that
Really dont want to sit around and get fat
I really want to move and feel the earth
i want to know what life is really worth
Its up to me in the end i know
i wont let down the people who've come to the show
but i assure you i will if i have to run from snow
I will walk and walk for miles i would go
Just to avoid the beautiful mess i am in snow
I fall behind these thoughts of mine
Looking in and looking behind
But when the suns about and clearing the clouds
I can feel all the energy wrap around
it warms me and my soul
i need to search myself
and come back with a goal

Without presence of my lost soul
I am hollow, an empty black hole

Pulling, turning, and twisting whats real
Until i take something to help me not feel

Alive and well when with a friend
When hes gone, my life i care to end

Swallowed up in a shroud of nothing
desperately wishing to be something

The vessel a blessing built of stone
Darkness my soul, no longer my own

The darkness devours the lonesome skin
More and more with every sin

Breathing being an easy task
yet a skill i seem to lack

I want to go back.