You know I know.
does she know?
I see that look you give me.
does she know?
The jokes that you make,
does she know?
How close you stand to me.
does she know?

I wish you'd stop
She doesn't know.
You keep pushing me into a bad position
She doesn't know.
I cant stop both of us forever
She doesn't know.
Do you know what your doing?
She doesn't know.

Does she know?
She doesn't know.

Babe your fine,
But that’s not what my broken veins say
Love, it really was nothing, stop overreacting
But that’s not what my broken veins say
Sweets, I don’t know her
But that’s not what my broken veins say
You know I’m the only one for you
But that’s not what my broken veins say
Couples are teams, and teams have no secrets
But that’s not what my broken veins say
I need you to do this, or we wont work
But that’s not what my broken veins say
You’ve caused this.
But that’s not what my broken veins say
It’s your fault it happened like this
But that’s not what my broken veins say
I didn’t hurt you, you did this to yourself
But that’s not what my broken veins say
But because I love you, I’ll look past it
But that’s not what my broken heart says.

I have never wanted to run so far.
Never wanted to run so fast.
From someone who abuses me.
And fires at full blast.

I wonder if I'll always be broken.
Do I want to be fixed?
Whats the point in trying anymore?
If I'll only end up in a ditch.

I've wished for Illness
I've wished for pain.
I've longed for stillness
Doesn’t  matter, its your gain.

But I can promise you this
For once hear me its true
When I get out of here to bliss
No matter what, I always hate you.

No one makes me want to starve more than you.
No one makes me want to bleed more than you.
No one makes me want to cry more than you.
No one makes me want to die more than you.

Where was the love that a child is promised?
Where was the hope that was lost?
Why was there hate from the beginning?
Why I am I to pay the cost?

Why does my presence upset you?
Why wont you give me a chance?
Young things make mistakes
and you never gave me a chance to learn

I miss your arms, your hands, your legs and your hair.
Your eyes, your heart and the smile you bare.
But its not up to us anymore, our fate was long ago made.
You and I walked away, but we never did fade.
You always felt like home the way you carried me in.
But I never knew that to be home alone was a real sin.
You hurt me, and I hurt you but
I promise its what I wish I could undo.
The way you loved me and the way you cared
was simply a cross I wasn’t made to bare.
And I’ll always remember you like a star above
but that fire we had maybe wasn’t a real love.
But don’t tell me we weren’t true, because I know I knew you.