Avixxi

Avixxi Sep 2012

Silently listening to the melody in my ears
Each note depicts the longing no one hears
Untold story of a love in silent phase
No one knows, my heart is in displaced.
Gone were the days I held you in my arms
Kept are the memories that kept me warm
Weeks turns to months, months turns to years
All the days have gone by the hope to have you near
No one really knows when I’ll see you again
Lest the assurance only time can tell
Every time I remember though, a smile curl up my lips
Echoed in the music, in my heart where it creeps.

Avixxi Feb 2012

Farewell

My tears
are falling
as I watch you
walk away from me...
Not knowing
what to do or
what to say
for you
to come back
and hold me...

But you're gone.

My fears
are showing
as I realize
you'll never return
and I tried
to bear
the thought
of never
seeing you.
I fought back
the sobs -
but I couldn't.

'Coz you're gone.

Avixxi Feb 2012

The Scent

The lingering scent of talcum powder
The essence of mandarin and ginger
It awakens thoughts of you in ember
The gist of green tea remembers...

The aroma that reminds me of you.

Avixxi Feb 2012

Push, Pull

Push, pull

False security...

Push, pull

Hidden identity...

Push, pull

Sweet words to sprinkle...

Push, pull

Bared, but in riddles...

Push, pull

Lashed on with high hopes...

Push, pull

Driven on low scopes...

Push, pull

Expectations, desires...

Push, pull

All but a lie?

Avixxi Jul 2011

don't speak

Don't speak those sweet words,
when you know they aren't true.

Don't speak of loving me,
when you can't really do.

Don't speak of never leaving
when you know that you will.

And don't speak of forever,
when it's not what you feel...

Avixxi Jul 2011

Sunset

I was standing by the seashore...
Observing the sun setting its golden hue.
Its beautiful and fiery color
in contrast with the peaceful setting.
I stand there while the gentle and warm breeze caress my face...
Staring at a distant horizon with inquiring eyes
Trying to look for answers,
Penetrating the depths of the sun's core...
Armored only with mind's confusion,
with no hints and no clues whatsoever.
I stood there for hours, occasionally picking up
pieces of beautiful and colorful shells and stones...
Only to be thrown in the sea's earthy bottom.
And...the sun was gone.

Avixxi Jul 2011

Please Don't

Don’t tell me you know me well enough…you don’t know what’s on my mind…you don’t know exactly when and how I breathe out all the frustrations and disappointments that I allowed to debrief my existence.

Don’t state your judgments as you can…you don’t know how detrimental those are…and you have no idea how it allowed yourself to become what I think you are…

Don’t analyze my ways…you can’t be self-complacent that you can dissect me as those vertebrates this world tried to comprehend. I am me…it cannot be analyzed.

I am no other’s canvass, so don’t draw conclusions by a mere sheer glance. You haven’t been in my world. So don’t dissemble to be cognitive of my approaches. Just don’t.

— The End —