I don't remember how or when we first met.
I remember the first time I like you.

I don't remember what I said
I remember looking in your eyes

I don't remember your girlfriend
I remember wanting to be the last.

I don't remember saying good-bye
I remember your smile as I left.

the words are gone and I can't feel my breath
grasping clinging to what was left

the words are gone and I am bare
whispers floating through the air

the words are gone and I need more
crying twisted left on the floor

She cries in her car now
while she drives
the tears streak down
across her face
She cries at the beach now
the tears crash deep
into her lap
She cries herself to sleep
So quiet the tears come
Almost like they weren't even there

Do you ever just need to run away?
Leave everyone calling out after you...
Go find something you know isn't there?
Fly beyond the sky while they wish on stars that you see
For you to come home?
'Star light. Star bright
bring her back home tonight'
Dance on the moon!
Sing on the sun!
Only coming down until you want

I know my mind has pushed
My heart pulls.
My mind wonders what I really want
my heart just wants
Afraid to let anyone in
just so I'll forget
I sleep the best with you there
I wake in a cold sweat
I keep my eyes open wide
Your face is tattooed to the back of the lids
My mind wanders to thoughts of nothing
while my heart scream out your name
You are my secret.
No one wants it
No one expects it.
My mind pushes for the burial.
My heart continues to dig.

Today is almost
tomorrow
Today was wasted
away
Today the sun
hid
Today she didn't
cry
Today is almost
gone

This
This is a girl
This is a girl afraid to love
This girl is afraid
This girl is afraid of everyone
This girl is afraid of everyone leaving
She's holding
She's holding on
She's holding onto her feelings
Everyday she cries
Everyday she cries out
Everyday she cries out for someone to help
There is no one
There is no one to help
There is no one to help because they can't hear.