Do you see that light?
The streak of sunshine peeking out of the stormy clouds..
That's what you have to remember.
There's always good in the midst of the bad.
There's always a reason to keep that smile upon your face.
There's always something there to keep that shine in your eyes.
To keep you alive.

Winters coming beware.
With every beautiful snowfall and toasty blanket to curl up with comes something to fear.
Winter brings darkness.
You become filled with depression and despair.
Life turns upside down as the new year is about to begin.
Tears get shed and hearts get broken as people try to make themselves anew.
Mistakes get made.
Pain gets spread.
All as winter comes.
Fate having its last evil spree before the warmth and sunshine coming back to play.
Beware of winter.
I'd suggest you flee.
Then maybe there will be some survivors.
I'll be back when the flowers begin to bloom once more.

I remember this day a year ago.
It was just as miserable.

Spent the day sick.
Nausea filling my hours.
Laying here now.
Music blaring.
Soaking in a steaming hot bath.
Tea in hand.
Fruit, Chocolate, and Gummy Bears by my side.
Candles lite in the distance.
I remember no matter how bad it gets.
How unpleasant you feel.
Life always has it peaceful moments to keep you sane.

I saw him today.
It didn't hurt anymore.
I wasn't sad at all.
I kind of just wished I could have said hi once last time.
Then continued on with my day.