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Beth Decisions May 2015
You had me at "Hey"
You had me at "Do dolphins get dizzy?"
You had me at "I wanna be a whale"
You had me at "Cyborgs in Mt. Rushmore."
You had me with every joke.
You had me at out first phone call.
You had me at first sight.
I was always yours.
I don't know why I let you in like I did.
You lighted up my whole world.
Then you let me shatter back into the darkness.
But you always had me at hello.
I will always think of you and all the butterflies with every mailbox I pass.

Goodbye.
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.
And I'm wasting away, away from you.

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
[x4]

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
-A Day to Remember
Beth Decisions May 2015
I just had an epiphany.
I'm done.
I wouldn't take him back.
He lied too much.
I got too angry.
We were amazing bestfriends .
Even better **** buddies.
But I don't think I could ever be with him again.
He just isn't the guy I feel in love with anymore.
I actually feel like I'm done.
Do I love him...
Yes.
Always will.
But he's not that same guy.
Beth Decisions May 2015
You broke me.
Now to survive I have to sit in bed night after night,
Reading poem after poem.
Quote after quote.
About love and heartbreak.
Happiness and sorrow.
Just hoping to find something I connect with.
That way I don't feel so alone.
That way I don't feel so crazy.
That way it feels okay that I still miss you this much.
Even though I'm shattered to the core.
Because I'm inlove with who you really are.
Not who you've convienced yourself to be.
I can't help but hate myself for still loving you.
Still crying about you.
That I have to have something to get through the night.
Because I cared enough to let you break me,
Crack me so deeply I don't know if I'll ever repair.
Beth Decisions May 2015
I never sleep.
Yet I'm never awake.
I'm always stuck with my head in my dreams.
Daydreaming that you could be here next to me.
Beth Decisions Apr 2015
Yesterday night I was told to do something different today.
Something that I never do normally.
So at 3 in the morning when I was in mental hell.
I called my bestfriends mom.
She was the only person I wanted to talk too.
She always told me to call her even at night.
Though she didn't answer.
I really needed her.
So instead of sitting there on the verge of tears.
I did something different.
I walked across town to see her.
I needed her.
So I got up and walked.
I didn't let myself sit in my own misery.
I didn't allow myself to fall into the norm.
I challenge everyone who reads this to do something different tomorrow. Whether it's to lay outside and smell the grass. Watch the sunrise, or take care of yourself. Do something different and find a way to see the world outside of how society tells us. Life is beautiful, take the time to see it.
Beth Decisions Apr 2015
Way to many things are occurring today.

Today's prom.
I was suppose to be there with you.

Today's the 25th...
It was suppose to be our nine months.

Today, two years ago my great grandfather passed away.
I was sitting next to him.
I miss him so much.

Today I watched my friends mom fall off a latter.
She laid there screaming.
I feel traumatized.

Today I'm going to get dressed up.
Hang out in my friends garage.
And get drunk.

Today *****.
I miss the love of my life.
I miss my grandfather.
I just want this day to disappear.
Beth Decisions Apr 2015
You sit across the room from me,
And pretend I'm not even there.
You see me take a shot,
And aren't even phased.
How do you just not even care anymore?
No... I understand why you wouldn't care anymore.
I just can't believe it as true.
I messed up.
Now you're stuck pretending I don't exist.
My bestfriend pretends I don't exist.
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