"But I guess this is the reality of life..."

I never payed much attention to love,
It was a thought who was displayed as a dream,

Until I met you,
The person who fills your heart,
The one who you wish to never part.

A knight in shiny armor,
Making you see things you never could,
Or never would.
Finally longing for more.

It is a world so wide,
with you by my side.

I didn't know being at a loss of words,
Is being at a loss of mind.

Losing yourself into the bitterness of the world,
Fighting your own demons,
One at a time.

Taking your time,
Thinking about life,
Being at a loss of words,
Is being at a peace of mind.

Falling into my old habit,
Feels like more,
But less.
I had the world and set it loose,
But somehow I feel a relieve,
A weight lifted off my shoulders,
Blood running down my arm,
Into the palm of my hand,
As the pressure falls off my shoulders,
Onto the ground,
Running off to see another torture.

Was it worth?
Seeing the dreams get crumbled,
Love fall apart,
Hopes get buried,
Smiles get hidden.
Was it worth?
Seeing the walk,
Of the uppers,
Walking their way down,
Your throat,
Full of despise.
Gagging,
Hoping you had never met them,
Their hopes laid high,
Unlike mine,
Unlike yours,
While looking down,
On the crumbling mess,
You could've caused.

Answering your question,
Yes it would've been worth.

It is doubt that feeds off of you,
The empty feeling filled with guilt is what is consuming you.
It is only the thing you have been longing for,
Who'm can heal the deeper wounds inside,
Cutting their way into your mind.
Making sure you will fall,
Down that never ending hallway.
Into the darkness of the night.

The way you view the world,
Is a way of seeing life.
Being stuck in the past,
Or in the future,
While all along the present is
where you should've lived.