Everything about everything makes
me want to **** myself

It's so difficult for me
To put all of my thoughts together
To be able to explain how I truly feel
About something

Very happy with where I am

There's no one who could replace you
Or the way you kiss my lips
And grab my waist
The way I can cuddle perfectly into every curve and structure of your body, like I belong there
You've shown me how to love hard
And I know I've found the love I'll be eternally passionate for
And it's yours

go away
I am tired
of the anxiety
constant worries and
thoughts in my head
I ache for the freedom my
soul yearns to feel
of the burdens that weigh it down
I try so hard... but
nothing
nothing
*nothing

I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm scared.
I'm terrified.
I just want to live freely and
As things come.
But the worry always comes back,
Always there.
Am I making the right choices