I need to let go,
Fully let go.

My heart loves unhealthily.
It doesn't know when to stop
Or what lines shouldn't
Be crossed.

She still felt as blank
As the ceiling at which she's staring
She's alive, but feels absolutely nothing

I have so much to look forward to,
My life hasn't even begun.

G r i e v i n g  p e r i o d
*That is what we'll call this

Thankful because I am healthy.
Thankful because I have a family that cares about me.
Thankful for a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in.
Thankful for not needing to worry about my next meal, and having the food to fill me full.
Thankful for the luxuries I can have and others don't.
Thankful for the freedom to do what makes me happy.
Thankful for good luck spurts that push me toward my goals.
Thankful for kind people and being shown there are more important things than what you sometimes see.

Day 5:
*Don't read sad poems.