Day 4:
*You appear in my dreams every night.

I live in the past.
That's my problem.
My memory is haunting.
The memories with you make me sick and sad and feel broken
Which leaves me feeling all the more alone in the places we
Once were together; Happy and so full of love and of
Life

Where do I pour all of my love,
Now that you're gone?
I'm stuck believing I shouldn't have walked
Away

I wish..
I wish you still showed me you care.
Or I wouldn't have decided to leave you behind.
Because when I left,
My heart stayed with you.

i fail to please the people i care about

Ever get that painful feeling in
Your chest
When you remember how
Alone you are?

i need to throw up my sadness
i feel it in my chest and in
my throat
always