Should have let go when my mind told me to and heart wasn't truly in it. Cause when you walked out the door my heart followed in right behind you.

Never thought that my heart could hurt this bad, never thought I would cry so many tears. Never thought that our love would come to this, thought our love was never ending.

Some say that I'm crazy for even loving you. Some say it was only for a season. But when I tell them how I felt for you, I make it known I loved you from the very beginning.

You made me laugh, you made me smile and even made me feel a certain way when you were up in it... never felt a feeling so good that makes you think about it all day, but you did and I'll never forget it.

Just wish that things could be like a fairy tale when we'll live happily ever after.. but only you know which way you should go and you chose to exit out the front door.

I should have let go when my mind told me to and my heart wasn't truly in it... cause you willed me back in and left me all alone... Now I sit here looking like WTH just happened?!!!

Infatuated is me, infatuated is we, infatuation for the both of us as we celebrate the love that we both receive.

Two of a kind we are, as our hearts multiply...excited about all the tricks and treats of our ****** desires

Comparing both our minds oh how it's so divine. That the love we have for each other can never expire..

Infatuated is me, infatuated is we, infatuation for the both of us as we celebrate the love that we both receive.

Communication is the key...Well at least that's what I thought. You said you wanted to converse better and that would be the end of all flaws.

You stated you wanted me to tell all, and discuss when I felt some type of way.

But when I came to you with my problems you blamed me for starting things.

You say that I like to argue, you say that I'm delusional too, you say that I'm crazy...And had the nerve to call me insecure too.

When all I ever do is give you exactly what you wanted. Which is communicate with you properly, but not argue while I'm talking.

I speak with a normal tone now, but yet you say that I'm hollering. I ask questions when I'm confused, but yet I'm as you say using assumptions.

You say let it all out instead of holding it in... when I do **** now I'm nagging!!

But I just realized after contemplating all your talking.. that you only complain, assume and point the finger, but not once have you been happy cause I gave you what the Hell you wanted!!

So if you want to communicate, learn to do it yourself. Cause now it's over and 4 yrs. Is now done and this is the case of a man not knowing how to communicate with his woman!!!

Love is like fire that burns within our hearts. It tells you all the secrets that men and women desire.

From making love all night.. to holding hands in the park.

To just simply say I love you, to see the sparks in each others eyes.

To saying I can't be without you, And being there to always hold me in the dark..

Just say that you truly need me... and I'll adore you forever more. Cause this love that I have for you is burning and I don't want to ever lose this fire in my heart.

Let me make love to your mind as I massage your temples and make your inner thoughts tingle with passion of love as you feel our two minds mingle.

Let me caress your intellectual feelings as I whisper sweet nothings daily to make your blood vessels pump with the adrenaline of all the possible maybe's

Let me daze into your eyes to get you hypnotized, that you'll see me constantly as you close your eyes for a deep sleep.

Allow your mind to wonder, as I put this on you like thunder.. Cause mind *** is the best..

Could you feel me??? Lol... I bet you wanna!

My heart is so heavy, but yet my mind is so lost.
I've loved for so many years but yet the love always desolves.
Never thought that I would feel this way, Never thought I would love again.
But as soon as I saw you standing there, I knew that one day my heart would be content.
Tried to make things happen that I felt was possible. Tried to make things work even from thoughts.
Tried to make you happy being more than you had before, but two years I was just lost.
Found out you couldn't love me like I wanted you too, couldn't love me even if you tried.
So to cover up your pain from the past lover, you just basically dogged me out instead.
My heart is so heavy, but yet my mind is so lost.
Cause after time and time of you hurting me, I kept letting you back in my heart.
I thought what we had was special, thought what we had would never end, thought that your love was genuine, but hey that was only pretend.
And now I sit here confused and dazed cause finding new stuff has started to come up.
You say that it's jokes, you say that it's all games. But when does the fun time STOP?
You see that it bothers me, you see that it hurts. But yet I'm a fool, yea that's what you thought.
As I sit here and think while writing with this ink, I'm realizing that my heart just truly dropped.
There's no love, There's no heart.. if you can't understand how I feel.
So I sit here and say that: My Heart Is So Heavy, But Yet My Mind Is Soooo Lost!