Natasha Meyer

Natasha Meyer Jul 2016

If I fly today,
I might die today,
If I die today,
You might cry today,
If you cry today,
You might lay today
In a lonely bed
Filled with regret

So instead
I won't fly today
So I won't die today
then you wont' cry today
and I will lie today
because everything is
As it should be

Natasha Meyer Jul 2016

Selfish needs

Like a knife
Against my neck
Inconsiderate
Selfish needs met
you ruin my soul
love conditionally
But...
When you're tired
I'm expended
Broken and bent
like a used rag
tossed on the street
just because of you
and your selfish streak
This...
My body
My temple
In three days torn
to the ground
with no hope
of rebuilding
what you stole

Natasha Meyer Jun 2016

I never really loved you

I never really loved you
Because you never really cared
All it was in the end
Was an infstuation
That left me alone and scared
I gave it my all
Until my soul was left bare
A barren ground for weeds to sprout
Were anger and pain
Gave the loudest shout
I never really loved you
Because you never really cared.

Natasha Meyer Jun 2016

Next Best Thing

Hatred
It's the next best thing to love
And the only emotion
I will entertain

Natasha Meyer Jun 2016

Hatred

Hatred
It's the next best thing to love
And the only emotion
I will entertain

Natasha Meyer Jun 2016

Time to let go

You push and pull
I scream and curse
It's a deadly pill
Filled with remorse

We try harder
But fail more
Run further
Keeping a score

You win this time
I win the next
I lose what is mine
And become more vexed

It's time to let go
There's nothing left
Another senseless row
Love, dead and bereft

Natasha Meyer Jun 2016

The city

The city is like a wicked temptation
At day a concrete jungle
Cold and made of stone and aspalt
At night it transforms
And mimics the night sky
With stars sparkling bright
What a magnificent sight
But then the sun rises
And it's nothing but cold stone
Again