Your voice calls to me
In the night when I sleep
Time could never erase
The love I always harbored
Through facades and lies
I pretended to move on
Only to realize
You were always the one

He seeks your life
He seeks your death
Your mind your blood
Your final breath
Inflicting pain
He Breaks your will
stealing your virtue
your voice he stills
his sins tattooed
on your broken heart
And abstract lie
his work of art
Leaving you bleeding
alone in the dark
while you slowly die
your life torn apart

Naked she lies
Her body tainted and bruised
cast aside by hate and demise
broken, torn, bleeding
her dreams shattered
her mind battered
discarded
forgotten
alone

It slithers through
my every fiber
twisting and twirling
taking me higher
my demons hidden
from the truth I am
The moonlight my beacon
the mask slowly breaking
as an icy breeze
consumes my mind
I'm numb
Nothing left
but my own
Demons

I want to laugh
at myself
yes
I want to look
at myself
again
Even with you gone
you still control me
I dislike it
And I'll smile
not because of you
but because I can
because I can love again
I will win again
I will stand up
and I will
climb this Everest
And reach the peak.

ugh
I hate you
you hurt me
and I wont let you
no more
never
ugh

I allowed you to define me
To mould me like clay
I trusted you with my heart
And you ruined it anyway
I trusted you with my design
but you abandoned me
Left me to the wolves
In the darkness I sit alone
While I gather the ashes
Of a desolate life
From the left over carbon
of my broken forgotten dreams
I’ll make a diamond
And start over again