ugh
I hate you
you hurt me
and I wont let you
no more
never
ugh

I allowed you to define me
To mould me like clay
I trusted you with my heart
And you ruined it anyway
I trusted you with my design
but you abandoned me
Left me to the wolves
In the darkness I sit alone
While I gather the ashes
Of a desolate life
From the left over carbon
of my broken forgotten dreams
I’ll make a diamond
And start over again

A familiar melody
floats through the air
it echos from afar
just a memory
mere empty ashes
left over from the wreckage
of our lives
Too many wars
left battle scars
Too many fights
countless lonely nights
Now there's no way back
You're on that side
I'm on this side
And that's how it will stay

I laugh in the face of love
      I cringe thinking of the passion
              I bathe in the hate I now feel
if it takes away
         what you once were
                  what you once meant.
Every love song a beautiful lie
           Every poem an empty cry
I could scrub my skin
     Until the blood seeps through
           If it meant forgetting you.