I cry when iam sad
I cry when i here the word love
I cry when iam hurt
I cry when iam a lonely
I cry thinking  about my life
I cry when i see my kids in my mind
I cry when she crys
I cry when the pain come please  go away
I cry when iam confused
Yes i cry i cry....
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The hurt i have in my eyes will not go away  
The hurt i have in my heart will not go away the love mommy  have for you is here when  i look at your pictures  i just want to cry and cry i care for you i love you i pray for you mommy  just want to see you both  again  just  no mommy  is hurting  for you .....i love you both

There comes a time when you have to forget when nothing is left
When things buried have been brought to the light burned  away  and the ashes  scattered  to the windows there comes a time
When  nothing  is left  when all sounds  have faded  away  even  that of goodbye  
I would  love to say part of me still  cherishes  you but thats a lie

Me as a black person  my life matters  me having two black sons they lifes matter how can i sleep known  when i get up and look at the news they killed  one of my brothers  are sisters come on people  we got to do stick  together  cause or live matter   black lives matter  black or white  we do  matter

I understood  that it was me and you
I understood that you love me i love you
Or should  i said that word  cause i feel
Like you say it just to say it
I understood  that you think about yoslfe
I understood  when you in a relationship its Supposed to be real not no toy or a game
I understood  when i say iam there for you iam y you cant do the same
I understood  when we make love its real or it feels real make  me understand  that you love me this is real life
I understand and understood you not for me

My kids mean the world to me i hold back my tears  cause i cant see them i hold back my words i hold back my thoughts  i cant cry no more the water  will not come out my eyes no more the love i have for my kids can not be replaced  yes iam your mother your friend your family  your favorite  and much more if i can see you again  i would  not let you go mommy  miss you mommy  love you one day god will bring  you two back to me i pray every  day that god open my eyes i just want to talk to you tell you i love you tell you i miss you you are my boys my life my world  one day we will meet again. ........ my two boys

*** me baby he lays my body down he wispy  in my ear he kiss me all over my face and  work his way down all i can  say is *** me baby yes give it to me he say who is it i say your  daddy  he say yes yes give it to me  i say make me nut *** me *** me *** me like its your  last time