She asked her,
with eyes on flame of hatred, heart shattered to pieces,

"WHY HIM? OUT OF ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE, WHY HIM?!"

and tears streaming down her face like there is no ending to it.

He told her once,

"I just love the way you are now and dont ever bother to change them"

But she ignored him.

I guess, i've changed.

Maybe into a better one
or worst
Maybe temporarily
or permanently.

Feels like kneeling on my knees,
Palm on my ugly face,
and
Screaming cry as hard as i could.

Oh Lord, help me.

You've read them.

the only place where i bring my heart along,
just the two of us plan to be all by ourselves,
the only place i can run and hide from you,
so you'll never know,
bcos even if you knew, you won't understand,
congratulations,
you've just invaded into it.

You won't be seeing me in here anymore.
Goodbye.

How long will i be sad?
how long will i cry?
Tho i cried a river.

How long will i fake a smile?
how long will i pretend everything's okay?
Tho i got hurt and cuts on the inside.

How long will this lasts?

To be honest,
everytime you did those 'i-will-hide-my-feelings' thing,
it doesn't work at all.

On your scarred face,
on your thick lips,
on your face skin,
i can read your feelings, all of them,
and yet,
i still got hurt.

will you ever stop?
stop harassing my poor heart,
stop torture my poor mind.

i've hurt enough.

Is that your voice?

Bcs i hear melodies right when your lips tongues start moving.

Everyone's nightmare :

1. got left behind
2. "we need to talk"
3. not being pretty/handsome
4. breakups

I dont know...

if im having this fever bcs i miss you too much,
or maybe bcs i hate you too much,
or maybe i cant handle no more this pain,
or maybe bcs im too overthinking,
or maybe i know this is the end of everything.

I dont know.

Her mind,
filled with ocean of thoughts,
plays thousands of flashbacks,
creates thousands of thinking,
made up thousands of doubts,
decides thousands of decisions.

She keeps staring at those blank spaces,
She knew she has lost in those spaces,
But she does not feel scared,
Bcs it is the only spaces that gave her peace,
and
She decides to stay in it as long as she wants,
Maybe wish to be lost in it forever.

"I've vowed to you that i'll never let you go, and maybe now, i'll be the one who'll break the vow i made"

No unicorns,
No rainbows,
No pixies and fairies,
No prince in shiny armor riding on a white horse.

Only monsters and trolls,
Only grey clouds, heavy rain, thunders and lightnings,
Only ghosts and lost souls,
Only Grim Reaper in black cloak.

It hurts people that got in its way.
It can easily turns everything upside down.
It is darker than night and blacker than black.

Here,
I share passion and love for poems,
Mingle around with other poets.

Here,
People appreciates the beauty of poems,
Even if the poem's just ordinary one.

Here,
These poems are precious,
We read, we feel and we love them.

Here,
People know the deepest content hide silently by human being,
Creatures with talents of describing things in a beautiful way.

There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But..
I chose not to, because I love you.

This wind.
Touches my skin, softly with its tender breeze.
It feels exactly the same way when our skin collides.

You said "I love you" but do you really love me?

You said "I miss you" but do you really miss me?

So, tell me now, how can you proof that all of these really comes from your heart?

There are times when they can be great enemies,
There are also times when they can be bestfriends.
Enemies or bestfriends,
You both still my guardians to heaven.

I love you, Bonda & Papa.

You talk too much.

Let me shut your mouth with mine.

He said, "I know you so well".

He said, "You can't lie to me with those looks and words".

He said, "I can read you like a magazine".

and

I said, "It's like you've just met me a few seconds ago".

"Baby, i don't wanna get in your way to reach those bright stars."

You chose the shortest way that'll risks us and...


What will happen next?


I'm scared.

"These hands are never meant to be apart"