(C)ristmas is coming,
(H)elp those in need,
(R)ise, Oh, loving Savior,
(I)ndiviual angels, come,
(S)oldiers in thy name,
(T)ap on the door of cheer,
(M)erry Cristmas to
(A) loving Savior,
(S)inging joyful songs.

I don't want to live in pain and fear anymore
How do I get away from you?
I run and run, but end up back here, with you
I hide, but you always find me
I can't get out of the quicksand that is swallowing me whole
Slowly, very slowly, day after day
Sleep is my only refuge
My one sure escape route
I am free, in the safe light of my dreams
But then I awake
Pain returns, fear surrounds me
I look for you, but I'm the only one here
It's me!!!

I'm not defined by names or tags,
Or what I carry in ziplock bags,
I am what I try to be,
Not what this world labels me.