Bailey Kreutzer

Bailey Kreutzer May 2013

Found

Am I
Lost again?
                                                                uncertain
In my own world
    Splashing in puddles.
                                                  happily

While dancing in these tempestuous fields of my life I am now aware that
                                          I am not lost
                                                                **I am found

It might sound crazy but I am most comfortable in the rain by my self and even crazier than that I am least lonely there as well it's just I don't know how to describe it other than a sort of utopia bubble around only me....geez I'm weird

Bailey Kreutzer May 2013

The things we don't know

The things we don't know.
things so close but fly just out of reach.
Many things too painful to hold.
Some things should never be spoken.
Some things should never be heard.
But if you learn the things you shouldn't know. it could hurt as bad as if you knew to begin with.
There are things we just shouldn't know.

There are a lot of things I wish I haven't witnessed and many things that I don't want to witness... Is ignorance really bliss??

Bailey Kreutzer May 2013

Simple?

she gave me a simple choice;
really she gave me a chance to restart.
finally could escape my chains,
the chains of anger that held me for so long.
A perfect escape where no one knew my face;
somewhere that could finally be a home.
A simple choice with a simple answer.
I knew what I wanted to say,
but I also knew what I needed to say,
so with tear filled eyes I gave my simple answer...

*no

ugh........................ TOO MANY THOUGHTS MY HEAD!!!! I COULD HAVE JUST SAID YES!!!! UGHHH

Bailey Kreutzer May 2013

Loneliness

When everyone leaves your reminded

            though...

                                *it dwells within always

My second?????? Attempt at a ten words

Bailey Kreutzer May 2013

Amen

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray I'm not in too deep.
I just always end invested.
The feelings never leave me rested.
I toss and turn every night,
Just hoping that you're alright.
Why do I have to be so nice.
I've made this mistake more than twice.
I'm afraid it's too late to change.
I've always been a bit strange.
It's probably my largest fall,
But I guess it's not bad at all.
It's because of you my mind's mayhem,
Thank you lord, amen

My mother always said I couldn't make everyone happy and I shouldn't try because I would just make myself unhappy well it's extremely difficult for me not to do that exact thing and I think I have a bit of a problem literally if someone is upset I personally blame myself even if I wasn't the cause at all and I will take it apon myself to not rest until that person is happy again..... Wow I really need a doctor or a therapist...

Bailey Kreutzer Apr 2013

The Beauty of Language (ten words)

With true meaning

                     simple words can
         become something

                                                       truly *beautiful

While reading others poems they could have five words but within the five words are so many emotions and its stunning I can only wish for some of the talent you can find here its truly remarkable!!!

Bailey Kreutzer Apr 2013

Samantha on Strings

Samantha was caring, Samantha was kind,
but sadly she fell for the wrong guy.
He said he loved her, and she was such a find.
You'd never guess he was amonster in disguise.
The bruises, and pain; she lived in fear.
Clinging on to the "hope" she lasted a year.
He the ventriloquist watched his puppet swing.
Samantha couldent escape her "masters" string.

Abuse is a serious matter and if you are getting abused please contact help immediately!!! The reason for writing this was inspiration from a recent drawing I did... It's pretty sad so sorry:|