allies,
After the same target.
To push her down from her pedestal of lies.
Off with her head I hear you shout.
But a promise was made to leave her about.
I shake with anger when I hear what she's done,
Oh the pain she's brought down, to her it was fun.
It seems she feels she's on top of the game,
Like we're all pesents, and she is fame.
But here's a news flash you stupid little girl,
Your lies wont last, your so fake I want to hurl.
I'm sure you think you've won,
But were just getting stared,
And you're the target.
Plus I have something that insure my win,
There my friends my brethren my kin.
Allies.

They say that one is the loneliest number but,
I disagree for I don't enjoy being around people
I find happiness mostly in being with me.
It's where I can cry, and not be weak
Where I can be me, without being weird.
I will never be stupid when I'm alone.
I can trust I will be there when you will never be.
I don't like being with people.
People are mean they judge, they compete.
They think they know you at the first glance.
I often dream I'm far away,
where no one can hurt me because no ones there.
I feel nobody understands my emotions,
They're mine, and I seldom trust.
So few people know what goes on in my head and,
I plan to keep it that way because,
I don't like people.

My dreams to me are precious,
There the one thing I can count on,
Always there when I need them,
To get away from everyone and everything,
An escape.
A sense of freedom when I'm really caged,
it's something I can control when I'm inferior,
The one thing that keeps me going because,
It's gives me hopes it makes me believe.
Its like life and people aren't that terrible anymore.
Really the only bad things about dreams,
Is waking up.

Breaths become uneven,
Because of the pain in my chest.
My lips pressed together to force hold any noise.
Eyes shut tight for fear of stray tears.
I won't let you win!
No you won't get your sick pleasure from my pain you do you won't get what you want!
Not today.
Because you see I won't cry today life.
You may throw me obsticals,
but I will overcome any,
You may give me knifes for the cut,
But I won't fall for temptation,
You may remind me of what I've done,
But I will forgive and forget.
Life, you may have won battles,
But today I end the war.

If I tell you something,
Will you listen?
Or will you bat your eyes,
Nod along,
Pretending.
Pretending to care,
About what I say,
What I do,
And who I am.

If I tell you something
Will you feel my pain?
Cry like I have?
Keep it locked away like me?
Will you care about me?

If I tell you something
Will you lie?
Will you tell everyone?
With your cold eyes,
Will you watch me unravel like thread,
Leaving my heart and me for dead.

If I tell you its a secret,
It's because I can't trust the outcome.
Im afraid to tell you anything
So I'll lock my secrets away for no eyes to see.
Because to get into a vault,
You need a key.
Trust.

Body aching,
Heart racing,
Edrenalin rushing,
Feet flying,
Rain storming,
Sweat pouing ,
Mind racing!

And for what?
What am I running from?
My past?
Yes,
My past,
The one thing that haunts me.

It may be far away now,
But it's still here
Burning my very exsitance,
Hallowing me to the core.
My very core that has frozen over with time
I no longer feel

It doent matter if I'm dripping from the rain,
Or burnt from the sun
I have one mission
And that,
Is to run.