Hello sweetheart
daddy is working very hard to creat a better world for you
to creat a better avenue
an avenue where you  will have all you want and deserves
an avenue where you will go to school worth going
an avenue where you will drive a car worth driving
an avenue where you will go places worth going

sweetheart pray to God as you are still there with Him to bless daddy
so that daddy can meet and hook up with mum soon
hope to hook up with mum soon
i love you sweetheart and  i know mum loves you too
i love you pumpkin even when you are not here yet we know the joy and happiness u will bring to mum and daddy

i love you..........from daddy

We always never though of parting
But fate decides for us
There is no use in weeping
A remembrance in ones heart
Parting was the least we expected
We part like two parallel lines
We 'll just take them as they come
The memories is what is left
We will think of one another
When we are parted
We 'll connect with our memories
Parting might be the best for us
But never the bravest step we took
Parting hurts out hearts
But might be the only answer
Parting reduces us both
But parting ways is all we got left

Today is the day she was born
Press---- really who is she?
Ooooooohhh!! My sweet  Karin Naude

Press-----who is she to u
Good question, she is my love
My heart, my honey, my inspiration
The only one my heart longs for
The one I love and will always love
She is my everything, she is all I have and all I wanted

Press-----wow I can see how exited u are, so tell me more
Ooohh yes what more can I say about her  who take me for who I am
Even when I never believed in myself she do believe in me
When i was in the mood of despondency, she gave me hope
She always say to me, baby u can do it and I always find myself doing it

Press----- interesting, so what other thing do u want to tell us about her
Yes she is meek she is a  person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world

Press---- wow she got good heart
Ooh man good heart is understatement, I have never seen a word, I mean a single word to qualify who she really was

Press---- so what do u wish her in her birthday
I wish her the best in life,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied in million folds

Press--- isn't dat too much wishes for her,ooh man u just said national holiday
Yes nothing is too much when it comes to my love, she worth more than what I said, I wish I have more to say dan happy birthday my one and only Karin Naude
I love u so much

Revolution the course to freedom
Revolution a season of war
A season our lands are watered with our blood shed
A season people are starved and stabbed in the untilled field
Revolution a season of blood flow which end with the interminable joy of the nation

We are the people you make fun of because we cannot speak your accents
We are the people who dose your slave works,cleans your messes after party
We are the people who pays with our lives during festival to fight to death
You laugh at us
You snub us
Because we are nothing wicked like you

Your greed would make an end to everything we have and everything we ever lived for
This is not your land,you are a total stranger
We will not allow you to deprive us of our fathers inheritance yes we will not allow you to take what is rightfully ours
We will not pay the price to your greed
We will stay, we will not go away from our land
Our forefathers have lived here since before the days,yet you want what is rightfully ours
The only thing you could offer is brutal ******
Death is the only thing we can understand
You make us lots of promise
Yet you offer us starvation
Your promises are empty like the belly of our children

We will fight and shed our bloods for the course of our freedom
Our blood will water the land for we will not give up without a fight
Yes we will not give up without a fight

Arise oh ye youth of slumbers
Arise oh ye prisoners of wants
For the reason to revolt is at our course
Let's fight for what is rightfully our

Revolution the course to freedom
A course to the normal world

We are both Gods creation
Created to love and help one another
White or black it doesn't matter
Love supersedes all
Let us come together as one
Live as one
Be happy as one
Join hands to kick against racism

If you are black maybe  your lover is white
If you are white maybe your ancestors are black
Let us say no to racism
Let be best friends
Love. Each other
Marry each other
Care for each other
And help each other
White man needs a black man
A black man needs a white man
Together. We can make this world a better place
A place we can live a life worth living
Send our kids to school worth going
Fall in love with someone worth loving irrespective of the color

Am black and I wanna mary a white for real that's love
If u r a white and wanna marry a black go ahead that's love for real
Let's make this world better for our kids
Better for our unborn kids
War isn't going to be any good

We might have done so many things
We might have heard so much about how our color as been treated
At some point even I wished I was white cos it seems the black had no place on the planet earth
My heart grows sick with hate, becomes as lead,
For this my race that has no home on earth.
Then from the dark depths of my soul I cry
To the avenging angel to consume
The white man's world of wonders utterly:
Let it be swallowed up in earth's vast womb,
Or upward roll as sacrificial smoke
To liberate my people from its yoke

But one dream changed my mind
The greatest dream ever dreamed by a man
A black activist
Martin luther king jr
Today white walks among blacks and blacks walks among white
White fall in love with blacks
Blacks marry white
That is love

Let us say no to racism and make the world a better place
One love
We are United
We are one
Black +White =Love and peace

Scared of beautiful
I want to be the next president of United State
Yet am scared of press conference
I want to have the highest number of followers on twitter and Hello poetry
Yet am scared of people comments
I want to be the richest man in the world
Yet am scared of appearing in forbes magazine
I want to be the next UN secretary
Yet am scared of popularity
I want to be the next Aristotle
Yet am scared of reading
I want to have a lovely and happy family
Yet am scared getting marry
I want to be among New York Times Best Selling authors
Yet am scared of writing
I want to be the next footballer of the year
Yet am scared of playing
Scared of beautiful
World without confidence
Scared of beautiful
A world of fear

Oh am so scared
I sit all day alone on my bed
Got my pillow wet with my tears
Weeping for no reason

I beat my self all day
Starving myself thinking it will help
Rather i grow fat while starving
At night i pray for the night to pass by quickly
Thinking the day will be better
Yet another horrible day

I cry for no cause
What is it that make me so scared?
What is it that am afraid of ?
Yet i cant figure it out
I push people away
People that care and loved me
I push them away cos i wanna be left alone
Yet i do that for no reason

Am i scared of not having the life i deserved?
Am i scared of not having the love i wanted?
Am i scared of the hope which seems to fade away?
Am i scared of death
Yet the puzzle is left unsolved

What is it that am scared of
What is it that make me so scared
What is it that troubles my mind
What am i afraid of
The answer is me me me me ..................
Am scared of me
Am mad at me
Am ****** at me
I hate me
Ohhhh am so scared of me

SHE CANT SEE YOU BUT I CAN

She can't see your eyes light up when u smile,
And she can't even notice how u stop and look at her whenever she passes by
And you can't see me being in love with you,wanting you every minute like you are in love with her,
But you are all I  ever wanted
she can't see all of u, all your love and care but I can

I just need a shot for me to show you who I am, and let you know for how long I have been wanting you
Always staring at u as u walked pass my street and never stopped wishing that you are mine
She can't know how u wish u could have her but i know cos I also wish to have you
I know you are in love with her , but she can never love u the way I want to
But only if u knew me
We could be unstoppable, beautiful and unbelievable together
There is a light inside u that can't help but shine through
But she' never gonna see the light no matter what u do
All I think of is how to make u think of me
And all that we could be

I just want to open your eyes so that you could know that someone else sees all that your are,the love u wanna share and the care u wanna give
Baby let me love u, let me want u
Because she can't see the way your eyes light up when u smile
And she can never know how u feel whenever u set your eyes on her.........BUT I DO
I love u but she can't
I see u but she doesn't

She said goodbye
I was hurt and felt heart broken
But is all my fault,is all my doing
And I blame my self for it  
I push her too much
I ignore her calls and didn't care about how she feels anymore
I became less and less emotional day by day
I give her lame excuses for my actions  
I ignore her messages without replying
I gave her less attention like I always do
I couldn't even  compliment her new looks anymore
When am far away she sends me the pictures of her new hair expecting me my  comment on it, but I couldn't
I hurt her so much
I hurt her feeling so badly that she cries saying baby why, why are u treating me this way, I ll pretend to care but I don't
Now she is saying goodbye
And am hurt now, why

I let my personal and family problem take over my love and feelings for her
I started keeping secrets from her and when she ask I ll say baby am fine don't wanna bother u, but she never hide anything from me
I can't even spend those romantic moments with her anymore, because am busy doing nothing

Am sorry can never get us back together.
I will never do it again can't either
I feel so bad letting u go through all this
I feel so terrible
I can't explain my action
Is not justified
I have no reason to treat you that way

I don't really know how to make you feel better
You have given me first and second chance when I said am sorry but I later do the worse
Saying goodbye is not your fault is mine  

Am not. Saying am sorry anymore
I want you to look straight to my eyes
And know how deeply sorry I without me saying them
I want you to look straight into my heart feel my heart beat and know how terrible I feel putting you through this

This are not sweets words to get you back
But rather this is the best way I feel I can say am sorry
This is the best way I can really show how terrible I felt treating wrongly

Sweetheart yes, you said goodbye
But I never
Will always be here proving my self not for you to get back to me
But for you to know am sorry and am ready to make us work better and better than we ever did
I have no reasons to treat you this way
Personal and family issue shouldn't have come between us
Am sorry I really am

Slavery
A moral depravity
A moral degeneracy followed by intellectual degeneration
A luxury and currution among the upper classes

Slavery
A world without the fundamental human rights
Revolting cruelty from the ****** outrage to brutal ******

Slavery
World of chains
World of hard labour
World of pains sorrow and agony

Songs of joy are sang in the world seeing the end to this hideous blot
Yet slavery still exist in the modern world
Described as modern slavery

Modern slavery
A world without chains yet psychologically we are chained
World without hard labour yet we work ourselves out to survive
World with  fundamental human rights but filled with betrayal at the cause of justice

Slavery
World for the poor
World for the less privelage
World of reality

When I dream about success
I see it come
When I feel success
I see it fades away
When I think about success
It appears to me like mirage
I hope I have success
I hope I embrace success
I pray I find success
When I embrace success
I 'll keep it save like an egg
When I have success
I 'll share it
Success success
Success in me
Success is life
Success in me

Thank you can never be able to appreciate  what u did in my life
U brought me happiness when am sad
You inspired me into a writer I never knew I will be
When am in the mood of despondency you comfort me and give me hope

Even as we part ways I will still cherish the memories we share
I wish you the best in life  
I just wanna say thank your love
Your care
Your encouragement
Your teachings.
You remain the best I have had
Thank you Karin  Naude

What am i living for
Am i living for the hope that diminishes with time
Am i living for my family whom i was a great disappointment
Am i living for the happiness or love that never seems to arrive
Am i living for the 58dollars i got paid as my monthly salary
Am i living for the plans i made i never got the mobilities to acheive them

Maybe life treats some people preferencially
Maybe life has her own people she favours with  time
Maybe life is a politician who make empty promises
Maybe life is discriminating
Maybe life believed in the concept of favouriitism and
The principle of godfatherism

Why do some people enjoy this life as if they created it
The live a luxurous life
Intimidating the poor and surpressing them
They drive the most espensive cars and splashes water  at the poor
Some poor are there begging for a square meal
They never know what is happiness
All they do is find somewhere they could eat for the day a d move on

Life is really a politician
Life has people she made rich and people she made poor with time
Life has people she cares for and people she didnt care if they live or die

The poor suffers the most expensive sickness in the world today
With no money to cure them and they finally die with time
Malnutrition has caused the death of many childern and adult whom the principle of favouritism and godfatherism wasnt on there side

They work all day to provide food and shelter for there family
There 12hrs work per day to a month was spent on food and rent having nothing to save
There kids kids could not go to school due to the huge amount of school fees
Oh life
Oh life
Is time you start considering the tears of the poor
Oh life
Is time you remember the poor and favour them too
Is time you circulate the principle of favouritism and godfatherism and not monopolising it
Is time you give the poor reason to believe it worth to stay alive
Is time you restore the hope they already lost in you

Other than this  the cry of the poor remains
What am i living for
What am i living for
What the hell am i living for

The Eclipse

The eclipse dose not become endless night
The reappearance of light is the same as the survival of soul
The eclipse
Such indeed a character of the historic hour through which the world was passing
Objects close to the eye shut out much larger objects on the horizon
A quiet  and unexpected  change,
That looked  the desultory range
Of happiness  and sprightly thought.
Where'er was dipped the toiling
oar,
The direction of winds  danced round us as
before,
As lightly, though of altered hue;
Mid recent coolness, such as falls
At noon-tide from umbrageous
walls
That screen the morning dew.
No vapour stretched its wings; no
cloud
Cast far or near a murky shroud;
The sky an azure field displayed;
'There was light  sheathed and gently
charmed,
Of all its sparkling rays disarmed,
And as in slumber laid:--
Or something night and day
between,
Like moon shine--but the hue was
green;
Still moon shine, without shadow,
spread
On jutting rock, and curved shore

I dream about a world
A world where there is no death
World where there is abundant of honey
World where love never hurts
World where lion and elephants are domestic animals
A world full of happiness
A world where the poor are valued
A world without hate
World full of flashes of colours and distance of scenes
A world moving faster than I can glean
A fantasy world is world of no means

The fear of expression

Oh fear
Everytime I saw her
I became scared to talk to her
I became dumb because am scared to tell her how I feel
I know I need her
I know I want her
I know she is the right girl
But how!!, but H̶̲̥̅ΘΨ!!
How will I put the words
I will I say them

I feel so cold to talk to her
I can't breathe whenever she shook my hands
I suffocate each time she says Hi

I rehearse every words that I want to say
But all escape my mind each time I meet her
Because fear is over me
Am scared of what she's going to say
Am scared of the bomb shell she's going to drop right in front of me
I try to tell her how I feel
Yet I can't
I tried but am scared
Words really don't come to me easily

I watch her when she smiles
I watch her when she cries
Yet no courage to say sorry to her
I can't find the way to tell her
All I do is wish am her lover
All I do is wish she is mine
I got this feeling for long yet I keep hiding them because am scared

Everyday I watch her as she comes
Everyday I watch her as she walks away
Everyday am scared to go for what I really wanted because am scared to express my feelings

You BLAME Him for being JEALOUS
of all of the other guys you talk to? You
could tell Him they're all just friends, but
yet, He still worries & He's still afraid  
to lose you because he cares .
Do you wonder why?
Because don't forget, you & Him started out being 'just friends' too & look where you both
are now, together as a couple. You both
became more than friends after being just
friends so in His mind, it's possible for
another 'friend' to come along and you
might start liking that friend the same way you started liking your Man now! So
understand your Man is jealousy.
Yes he might be over protective
Yet he cares

THE JOURNEY OF MY LOVE LIFE

Someone comes into my life,
We became best of friends, she starts being so
special to me,
That she becomes so close to me,
she starts to mean everything to me,
I start to miss her, and i then
realize that my life can't go on without
her, i start missing food and
sleep, My life totally changes. That
She promises me heaven on earth and
she keeps on telling me that she
is different from the ones I have ever
had. My heart gets softened till I
surrender it to this special girl I  call
heaven sent

Everything goes on well, I share good
moments... but suddenly,she starts to
change after getting what she wanted,
she reduces on the texts and calls,
start to give many excuses, my so called  sweet
heart  starts becoming too busy for
Me...I  start to cry, plead and ask
forgiveness but all in vain till I was
dumped and she  move on.

I  got heart-broken;I  swear never to
fall in love again. I  start hating love,I
start saying that all women are
the same basing on what my heartless ex
did to me , I never trust anyone again.
I  live a single a life, but after sometime,
I start admiring my happy friends who are in
love, loneliness squeezes, I  then
decide to try loving a gain. Another pretty lady comes into my
life, I  start to think that she is
heaven sent but still I went through the
same process.

Friends that’s the journey of love, No one
who can escape it and no one who will
never get heart broken.

So if you have someone who is treating
you like a king or a queen, truly and
faithfully love that person because true
love is hard to find. Do whatever it takes
for both of you to last longer. Don’t easily
dump that person because of minor
disagreements. Call or text that person,
meet him or her and apologise.

Value that person’s effort and everything
he or she sacrifices for you. Don’t take that
person’s love for granted because
someone out there yearns for that
person’s love and care.

When a baby is born
When a baby came to into the world
When they came into existence in the true world
They came with joyous sound
Yes people say they cry
Thats a cry of joy
They came out singing for joy
They came out with different tones and musics
The lyrics of there songs is unexplainable
They music only defines happy moment
They sing and dont warry
They propagate and catalyses the happiness of there parents
The only true definition of the music is happiness


Oh the joy of a baby
As they are born
They dont know pain
They dont know sorrow
They dont know deciet
They dont keep malice for people
They had no enemies
They accept there parents for who they are
They dont care if they are rich or not
Tall or short
Black r white
Blind or not
Deaf or dumb
They came out with total acceptance
They are true definition of been innocent

All they know is sing for joy
All they know is smile
All they know is shout of joy
All they know is play
All they know is that the world meant happiness

They dont have any problems
But they are solution to a problem
They solve problem of barreness
They restore joy and happiness to there parents
They dont hate
Rather they love
They dont discriminate
Rather they accommodate
They dont course
Reather they bless the family

As they grow day by day
They got prettier,handsome and beautiful
As they grow
The joy of the family also grow
They sing with passion
They cry out with loud voice
They they cry out saying.....
Describing how beautiful the world is
The joy of a baby is the greatest joy ever

Sometimes i wish i could turn  back the hands of time and go back being a baby
Sometimes i wish i could go back to my mothers womb and be born again
Just to enjoy the feelings of been a baby
I wish i could turn back the rotation and the revolution of the earth on its axis
Yet all this are impossible
If am given three wishes
First is to go back as a baby
Second will be going back as a baby
Third will be going back as a baby
The joy of a baby is the greatest joy ever

We eat and  drink  together as best friends
we chat and share secrets together
we talk about our goals
we talk about relationship
not knowing am with the wrong one
he seems so real
he seems like a true friend
never knew he was the angel i dont know
never knew he was that enemy i never knew i had

he praises me when we are together
but condems me at my absence
he uses me against my girl just to woo her to his self
yet i called him my best friend

he was always there for me but i never knew he was there for negative purpose.
The man behind behind the closed door is that man you dont wanna have as a friend

Misery about a girl
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion. So I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency, she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability .When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided I needed a girl with some excitement .When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and flirted with everyone she met. She made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but no direction . So I decided to find a girl with some ambition .When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl with her feet planted firmly on the ground and married her. She was so ambitious that she divorced me and took everything I owned. Now, I'm 40 and just looking for a girl with a ******* .

When I look at real me it  baffles me  
A young boy who has many dreams
Who has many hopes
Who was always optimistic
Yet achieved none
A guy who grew up as the best science student in his high school days , with a dream of becoming an engineer
Today he. Is  studying accounting, which he  was a drop-out
He dreamt  of becoming a footballer
Rather he  started getting fatter that I can't play anymore
Life is really a mystery

He Wanna be the best son every woman could have yet he couldn't  send his  mum happy mothering sunday text message
He  vowed to best his dad in everything he achieved but it seems he was still crawling instead of walking
Life is really a mystery

Always say tomorrow will be better
And forgot that a better tomorrow starts today
He says..........
But am sure of one thing
I will always dream on
I won't stop dreaming
I won't stop hoping
I won't stop to be optimistic
Yes life is a mystery positively or negatively
But I believe in the positive part of mysterious life

You r the queen of my great kingdom
And am the king
There is no doubt we will make the very best royalty
Sometimes I thought am complete without a queen but am wrong because I can't get my mind of you as my queen
When I sleep at night and found my queen sleeping right beside me great joy takes over me, cos my. Strength is here. With me
And when I woke up in the morning found her beside me I feel stronger and healthier because my heart is with me  
The very first day I met you something tells me you have all the traits of royalty
You are not just my queen
You are my love
My heart
My breath
A day without you is like a day without my  breath
Missing u pose a big threat to my kingdom because you made me complete when you are around me
My queen
My adviser
My mentor
Karin Naude is the Queen of my great kingdom
Karin Naude is the queen of my life

It was 2: 00am
I found my self  in the woods
Everywhere is calm
But a voice was coming in one direction
So scary and deep
I walk towards the direction of the voice
I saw a lonely tree
It was a tree without leaves
I became even scared because the tree is dead
I asked my self, can a dead tree speak? As if a tree can speak in the first place
Fear took over me
Yet I kept walking
Going back was never an option
So I kept moving
No other tree was there
And the voice seems to be coming from that tree
As I walk close to the tree
The voice grows higher
It was night
It was dark
The tree was standing like a giant
Fear grip me
My legs starts shaking
But yet I can't go back
Yet I kept going closer to the tree

I looked back
I couldn't see anything
Can't even hear the birds singing as usual
Everywhere was quite
But the voice grow higher
Am cold yet am sweating heavily
But am ready to see it to the end
Don't know where the courage came from
I kept moving
The voice grows even higher
It was like a stormy wind
As I got close to the tree
The fear in me fades away
I was ready to face anything that comes out
Am ready to fight to die or to live
My courage grows

But as i got close to the tree
Everywhere became calm
The voice was gone
Suddenly the birds that has refuse to sing started singing
I became helpless when the voice was gone
I became scared again
I said to my self
I rather hear this voice than not
The fear in me come alive when I heard the voice no more
Fear grips me again when I heard the voices of the birds

Deep inside me
I was like a melted ice-cream
I couldn't walk anymore
I can't move my legs
I was stuck
My legs became heavy
I say to me
I prefer the voice from the tree
The voice that gave me courage
The voice that make my fear fade away

I wonder the world i lived in
A world where ........
Acceptance,love ,happiness are all fantasies
Does world full of happiness really in existence
Is happiness really possible

I live in the world where u cant have what u deserved
Where you cant have the trust you earned
Where you cant have the love you deserved
Where you cant have the happy life you worked for

A world where you cant live the life worth living
Where you cant have the house worth having
Where you cant date a girl worth dating
Where you cant go to school worth going
Where you cant drive a car worth driving

A world where an ignorant is voted in as a president
A rogue voted in as a governor
A madman voted in as mayor
An adulterous man is choosen as a priest
A world where ******* are the prayer worrior

I live in a world where .........
No money no love
No money no happiness
No money no school
No money no family  are the popular keywords

The world i live is full of pain instead of joy
The world i live is full with hatred instead of love
The world i live in is full with betrayal instead of trust
The world i live
The world i live
The world i live is full of pain,

when you love someone and not loved in return it hurts
but the worst that happens to someone is to love and not have the courage to let him or her know how you feel
sometime you meet few wrong people before you finally meet the right one
and when we finally meet the right person we dont take them for granted cos we are meant to be together
even when you are not in relationship with the person you love yet you found out you still care about him or her thats true love
sometimes we meet someone is meant a lot to us and finds out we are never meant to be together
sometime we kept our eyes on the closed door and we never have the sight to see the one which have been open for us
it is true we dont know what we have until we loose it
and also we dont know what have been missing
dont ever expect love in return
cos giving your love to someone dose not mean that person will give you back
allow the love to grow in there hearts but if it dosnt be contempted it grows in yours
never say goodbye if you still love that person
never say u dont love anymore if you cant let go
love is still there for those qho still hope
for those who have been disappointed
for those who still believe
for those who have been betrayed and
for those who still need to love

i love her and i cant explain it
her name is karin naude
a south african
sometime i try to wave her off my mind
i realised that i cant go a day without thinking about her
i cant think unless am thinking about her
i cant sing unless am singing about her
i cant live if am to live without her
she gave me a reason to write again
she gave me a reason to love again
when am alone i dont have to look for  cos she is always there for me
when am wrong she make things right
she is the love of my life

We want to be together forever
We make plans and we work towards achieving them
Though we are far away but within us we knew we are close
We plan to have a family together
Have kids, boys and girls
Send them to school
Give them the comfortable life they deserved
Have a farm, raise cows cattle, sheep


But nature was against us
We kept falling like a tree
We kept going and going further apart
Yet we don't know the cause
Was it distance?
Was it lack of communication?
We can't still figure it out
Our love for each other seems to fade away and yet we don't know

We tried to make it work
We put in all the best we can
We tried and we got tired
Maybe is our fate to be apart
Maybe we are not destined to be together
No matter how hard we tried things kept falling apart

Its our fate
And we accepted it with good fate
But we will never forget what we had together
The moment we share

you are my strength when am weak
but now where is the strength when you are far away from me
you are my sight when I cannot see
now am totally blind because you left me in the middle of the dark
ain't we suppose to be together forever
remember you said you are not like others
I gave you my shoulder to lean on when you needed it
but your shoulder is missing now that I needed yours
I wipe out your tears with my lips
now my tears run down like a river no one to wipe them out
you said you loved me, but I caught you making out with my friend

what did I do to deserve this
I guess I love too much
I guess I care so much
I guess I gave in so much to make it work , even when things are falling apart, now you paid me back in your own way
all I did,I did it for us
for love, I know I don't deserve this from you
I know I deserve better

I loved you
I care
I never forgets our anniversaries
I never forgets your birthdays
I never forgets to make you your favourite food
I never question your love for me even when things ain't going well
I always do believe in us
I never forgets those kisses
those touches
those memories we share together
those moments we go naughty together

I know ,even  u knew I don't deserve this
after all I put in to make us work
please tell me you are kidding
tell me we are still together
baby please tell me is all a test
please tell me you mean It, when you kiss me
tell me you are not that girl behind close door
tell me is  all a dream

What is love if is not to be in love with you
What is life if its without you
I can't think unless am thinking about you
Can't breath if breathing is without you I got suffocated when you are away from me
You gave me strength to fight on even when I thought I lost the fight
You are always there now and then
Singing my favorite songs and reminding me their lyrics
I have a puzzle left unsolved
The puzzle is
"Sometimes I wonder what life would have been without you"
Helpless?
Will living worth it if its without u?
Can I move on when you are not there ?
I think its gonna be worse than I thought
You gave me reason to live
You gave my life a meaning when its meaningless

You see something greater in me that even I cannot  see
You inspired me into greatness
Now I have no doubt about guardian angels
Because you are my perfect guardian angel
Angel from heaven specifically sent to me, to guide,protect and love me
I have a kingdom called my"heart"
And you are the perfect Queen of that kingdom
And I know my people (my soul, my body and my mind) will accept you as the crowed queen of my great kingdom I welcome you my Queen
Sometimes I imagine my great kingdom without my Queen
My kingdom would have been incomplete
Long live the Queen of my great kingdom....
Long live the Queen......

Hey you handsome.
There's another guy out there
Who is always there for your girlfriend when you are not
He will be glad to take her off your hands
if he could & honestly, why shouldn't he?
It seems that you are tired of the relationship
It seems like you don't even want to be with her anymore  
You're acting less like the guy she fell in love with every day.
You are making her to question the day she met you
You no longer text her like you used to and when you do, the emotion are gone
The passion is gone
The love, the care and the trust are all gone
You are no more romantic and  sweet like you used to be with her,
holding her  hands & having long embraces with her.
You don't feel like having those romantic moment with her anymore
You don't feel like  making out with her  like you did when you first met her, now you keep on giving her lame excuses
Kept telling  her how busy you were all
the time.
She  even feels different when you touches her
because it doesn't have the same passion like it used to when you met her
you no longer give her those romantic looks. You’re now so secretive and always on a rush.
You no longer compliment her new hair style like you used to
You are no more that guy she used to know .
if you think you don't love her anymore, why are you still with her? If you think is boring  to be with her
Why waste her time
if you are seeing someone else? Why do you still want to keep her around as a fool yet you already moved on?
She needs a guy who can be consistent with giving her the attention & affection a girl needs.
She
expects this from you, not from another guy.
Will it feel good when another guy replaces you and loves your girlfriend? If you really love her and you don’t want to lose her then love her without measure,
Try to rediscover what makes you love her in the first place
Try to find that lost passion and affection
fight this imperfections and weaknesses,
love her the way you found her,
don’t change her because she won’t be
real and pure.
If you really feel that your girlfriend is
the love of your life, love her more , don’t allow her to  go
Remember how she reminds you the lyrics of your old favorite songs
Remember those moment and memories you both share together
Yes she is hurt because she is loosing you
but she still want to make it work