Hey you handsome.
There's another guy out there
Who is always there for your girlfriend when you are not
He will be glad to take her off your hands
if he could & honestly, why shouldn't he?
It seems that you are tired of the relationship
It seems like you don't even want to be with her anymore  
You're acting less like the guy she fell in love with every day.
You are making her to question the day she met you
You no longer text her like you used to and when you do, the emotion are gone
The passion is gone
The love, the care and the trust are all gone
You are no more romantic and  sweet like you used to be with her,
holding her  hands & having long embraces with her.
You don't feel like having those romantic moment with her anymore
You don't feel like  making out with her  like you did when you first met her, now you keep on giving her lame excuses
Kept telling  her how busy you were all
the time.
She  even feels different when you touches her
because it doesn't have the same passion like it used to when you met her
you no longer give her those romantic looks. You’re now so secretive and always on a rush.
You no longer compliment her new hair style like you used to
You are no more that guy she used to know .
if you think you don't love her anymore, why are you still with her? If you think is boring  to be with her
Why waste her time
if you are seeing someone else? Why do you still want to keep her around as a fool yet you already moved on?
She needs a guy who can be consistent with giving her the attention & affection a girl needs.
She
expects this from you, not from another guy.
Will it feel good when another guy replaces you and loves your girlfriend? If you really love her and you don’t want to lose her then love her without measure,
Try to rediscover what makes you love her in the first place
Try to find that lost passion and affection
fight this imperfections and weaknesses,
love her the way you found her,
don’t change her because she won’t be
real and pure.
If you really feel that your girlfriend is
the love of your life, love her more , don’t allow her to  go
Remember how she reminds you the lyrics of your old favorite songs
Remember those moment and memories you both share together
Yes she is hurt because she is loosing you
but she still want to make it work

It was 2: 00am
I found my self  in the woods
Everywhere is calm
But a voice was coming in one direction
So scary and deep
I walk towards the direction of the voice
I saw a lonely tree
It was a tree without leaves
I became even scared because the tree is dead
I asked my self, can a dead tree speak? As if a tree can speak in the first place
Fear took over me
Yet I kept walking
Going back was never an option
So I kept moving
No other tree was there
And the voice seems to be coming from that tree
As I walk close to the tree
The voice grows higher
It was night
It was dark
The tree was standing like a giant
Fear grip me
My legs starts shaking
But yet I can't go back
Yet I kept going closer to the tree

I looked back
I couldn't see anything
Can't even hear the birds singing as usual
Everywhere was quite
But the voice grow higher
Am cold yet am sweating heavily
But am ready to see it to the end
Don't know where the courage came from
I kept moving
The voice grows even higher
It was like a stormy wind
As I got close to the tree
The fear in me fades away
I was ready to face anything that comes out
Am ready to fight to die or to live
My courage grows

But as i got close to the tree
Everywhere became calm
The voice was gone
Suddenly the birds that has refuse to sing started singing
I became helpless when the voice was gone
I became scared again
I said to my self
I rather hear this voice than not
The fear in me come alive when I heard the voice no more
Fear grips me again when I heard the voices of the birds

Deep inside me
I was like a melted ice-cream
I couldn't walk anymore
I can't move my legs
I was stuck
My legs became heavy
I say to me
I prefer the voice from the tree
The voice that gave me courage
The voice that make my fear fade away

What is love if is not to be in love with you
What is life if its without you
I can't think unless am thinking about you
Can't breath if breathing is without you I got suffocated when you are away from me
You gave me strength to fight on even when I thought I lost the fight
You are always there now and then
Singing my favorite songs and reminding me their lyrics
I have a puzzle left unsolved
The puzzle is
"Sometimes I wonder what life would have been without you"
Helpless?
Will living worth it if its without u?
Can I move on when you are not there ?
I think its gonna be worse than I thought
You gave me reason to live
You gave my life a meaning when its meaningless

You see something greater in me that even I cannot  see
You inspired me into greatness
Now I have no doubt about guardian angels
Because you are my perfect guardian angel
Angel from heaven specifically sent to me, to guide,protect and love me
I have a kingdom called my"heart"
And you are the perfect Queen of that kingdom
And I know my people (my soul, my body and my mind) will accept you as the crowed queen of my great kingdom I welcome you my Queen
Sometimes I imagine my great kingdom without my Queen
My kingdom would have been incomplete
Long live the Queen of my great kingdom....
Long live the Queen......

I am me
Am not you and will be nothing like you
I have my idiosyncrasy not yours
You criticize me for no reason  
You said am a lazy type,because am nothing like you
You wanted me to be like you but you forgot u are  nothing like anyone's role model
I can't be you who **** for money and a ******  
I can't be you a deceiver
Can't be you a thief
Can't be you heart breaker
I can only be me
Am me and that's all I want to be  
You hated me for no reason

Am tired of trying to be who I can't be
I am me because I was created by God to be me and not any other being
I can only do what I want to do
Not what others do or  has done

I love my self the way I am
I love my color
I love my accent
My stature
Educated or not am still me
Handsome or not am still me
White or black am still me
Tall or short can't change the fact that am still that perfect me either
I just don't wanna do things because others did it
I wanna be my self
I don't wanna fly because my mates are  flying  knowing fully that I can't fly and I don't have wings
I don't wanna jump because my friend did jumped
I just wanna be that perfect person am destined to be
I wanna do things because I have already  conceived it in my heart and prepared to do it my self not because others do
Honey I can't just be you and you can't be me either
I can only be that me me me me me me......................
Am me
Am that one and only perfect me......

We want to be together forever
We make plans and we work towards achieving them
Though we are far away but within us we knew we are close
We plan to have a family together
Have kids, boys and girls
Send them to school
Give them the comfortable life they deserved
Have a farm, raise cows cattle, sheep


But nature was against us
We kept falling like a tree
We kept going and going further apart
Yet we don't know the cause
Was it distance?
Was it lack of communication?
We can't still figure it out
Our love for each other seems to fade away and yet we don't know

We tried to make it work
We put in all the best we can
We tried and we got tired
Maybe is our fate to be apart
Maybe we are not destined to be together
No matter how hard we tried things kept falling apart

Its our fate
And we accepted it with good fate
But we will never forget what we had together
The moment we share

Thank you can never be able to appreciate  what u did in my life
U brought me happiness when am sad
You inspired me into a writer I never knew I will be
When am in the mood of despondency you comfort me and give me hope

Even as we part ways I will still cherish the memories we share
I wish you the best in life  
I just wanna say thank your love
Your care
Your encouragement
Your teachings.
You remain the best I have had
Thank you Karin  Naude

I know is all my fault
Ohhh my sweet love
I know things have not being going on well among us
I know our conversation is terrible
I know is no more romantic like it use to be
I know it seems we are falling apart
I have no reason to justify my action
I have not been that guy you fell In love with  
I know I have made so much empty promises
Baby I know deep down in me its my fault
You are always there to make us work
But all I do is give excuses
I have let my personal problems affect the one and only one who could put Back smile on my face

My baby I have realize all this and am here to make it right
Am here to make us work even better
This is not one of those my empty promises  
No excuses
No complains
Just me and u and us
Am here for 24hrs daily for us
Things we get even better among us
Only if u could give me that trust once more
I know its hard for you to believe in my right now
But you once do have faith in me
You once do believe in me

Am given you my word
Though I gave you my word Before
That's a mistake am not gonna make  twice
I wanna show you back those love you showed me
I wanna appreciate all your care and love
Even when I don't deserve anyone you still care
Even when I push people away
You are the only one who return to me
You are  there day and night
Hoping someday I will change
Baby here I am a change man
I just need you to have faith in me once more no matter how hard it is
I promise am not gonna blow this opportunity.
Deep down In me is all my fault
Is all my fault
Baby I could you even a little trust