The one that caries all that is deep and warm within me
She flows like a golden river from limb to limb
Always searching for a way out of my body to be heard
But only seldom finds an exit from my exoskeleton
Leaking out from my fingertips
Or the corner of my lips
Like another soul speaking wisdom to my kin
As well as to my own ears
So that I may cary on another day
So that I can feel her warmth keeping my heart beating

My old savior
My old hero
Why do your cries not touch me
Deep inside
Your words
They can't grasp my soul
And take me out of this pit
Hello
Hello
Remember me
I'm everything they can't control
My old partner
My old lover of spirit
Now that your not here with me
Now that we have grown apart
I see you across these dark woods
I see your smirk
I see you draw your sword
As I do the same
Like I was taught
And apart
We race into the dark
Fearing not what lurks in the shadows
But what is chancing us from behind.

Desert of mine,
So cold
As I melt in your blistering sun
Why do you leave me,
Stealing the wind
Rain
And voices
Now the only thing left
Is the slowing sound of my heart beat,
For my soul left long ago.

Running from the past
Hiding from the future
Blocking out eternal pressures
By standing still with eyes closed
Dreaming that it would all disappear
Whether I disappear
If am left alone in my death
To realities of this world
Peoples joy can haunt me
Tease me
No more
Finally cold and alone
Left in peace with my bleeding mind

This mist wraps around me
Freezing my heart to a stop
While curdling my blood
And chilling my bones
Sealing my eyes with frost
So that I can't see the hands sweetly suffocating me
Putting me to rest
In ***** eternal sleep
So I can't feel your breath on my neck
Or your hands around my hips
Or when you toss me aside when your done
Like an old rag doll
This mist wraps around me
Locking the door to my own prison and shelter
So that if I wake
All you were is a nightmare

My Emily
My keeper
You don't have to protect me from your storms
While you may be far
Miles may never keep us apart
Sisters
Thicker than the blood leaving your body
For now we're reaching across states
Do not retake your hand I'm holding
While strong
Love I'm here for you to lean on
You can handle it on your own
But against the two of us
Worlds can fall
Let me back in to stay

This heart of mine aches for yours
For within you
You hold me
I know I am safe with in your arms
The outside chaos you banish
Taking the lashes for me
You can feel me shaking
And my heart struggling to beat
So you pull me in closer
Whispering, promising in my ear that everything will turn out okay
My shelter and sun
I can't tell you
I can't let you know
How much I love you
And how much my fragile shell needs you to keep it together
But I fear my wings are stretching your heart to wide
And that I only cause you pain
I know you take it willingly
And that you love me all the same
But as my keeper I can't hold you any longer
I may clutch your arms around me
And burry my head in your chest
But my pain is not yours
It shouldn't be your fear that one day my insides will fall apart
One day you will find her
The one that you dream of
And feel at night
She will be able to give you back the love that you hand out so freely
To give you all that you deserve and more
My love, my light
Its time that I go