There are shadows
Everywhere.
They creep on the floors
And scale the walls.
They want an escape,
To hide in dark crevices,
Evade the light.
It hurts,
All the truths and realities
Makes it hard to see.
So they want to disappear,
Twist away
Entwined with our souls
To bury the darkness they bring.
In the black night
they hide.
But with the light, secrets
Are spilled,
Written out in the shadows.
Because when there is
Light
There are shadows.

I stare at the walls,
With pleading eyes
Prayin that one day,
they'll scream out the answer

one day i'll sleep
One day i'll be calm
One day
Some day

Soon, I hope,
I beg

I need the answer
I need the cause
I am dying
Fading away

It's only a matter of time until I waste away
We all know it
There's no use denying,
hiding from the truth,
The reality

I have been pushed to the edge
And now I must fall off

I resist
I grasp onto the small bit of faith that hasn't left me yet
It's what's keeping me alive
It's all that's left of me
all that I am

I refuse to let my faith go
I cannot bear to see it leave
I must survive,
hold on;
One more day,
For the rest of my life

I will keep my head up
Face this world head on

I will survive.

Somehow.

There is something about you that scares me, yet is exciting.
Something that tells me to stay away, yet here I am, unable to resist.
It is the uncertainty of you that pulls me in.  
This wanting to be a part of your world, your unsafe world.
Danger calls me, she calls me through you.
I gravitate towards her.
You are a dangerous woman.
A woman who can control my mind and heart.
A woman who, without touch, has already had a stronger hold on me unlike any other I have ever encountered.
With merely a glance, I am entranced.
You simply breathe near my atmosphere , I fall on my knees, begging for more.
Then, you walk away.
Then, I am empty.
Am I angered by your actions?
No! Instead, I obsess over what I may have possibly done wrong to have lost you.
You could never do wrong in my eyes.