sometimes love hurts when it comes to u
but im gonna keep lovin u
it hurts so bad thats how i know its real
they say love not supposed to hurt
but its the worst pain
some days i never wanna hear from u again
but i dont think i could live without u
now its been half a year
how come i cant breathe without u?
sometimes it hurts when it comes to u
but i dont wanna be without u
i hope i got ur loyalty
i dont really need the love
i just hope ur here when its down to ride
thats all i ask
i love u like i love my dad i love my brothers
i love u for real
i hope u here when its down to ride

when i had nothing i thought i needed you
i was lonely i just wanted to breathe with you
now that im okay i second guess you
convenience is confusing
im sorry i might have lied to you
now that im okay i dont think i need you
god has a funny way of healing me
i guess this time he used you
im sorry i might have lied to you
but i promise for a few minutes i did love you

i know ill be happy one day
im going to say it until it comes true
right now im soul searching
im so exhausted and sick of being empty
i gave everyone too much of me
and i will never get it back
so day by day im creating more of me
and i wont stop until i am full
until i am overflowing
no one can have anymore of me
i am no longer for sale
i am off the market for now
im going to love myself instead
to the fullest extent im going to love myself how no one else can
im going to pick myself up when im down
im going to believe in myself again
no one will ever make me feel less of what i am
i am amazing
i am smart
i am better then i think i am
and i will say all of that until i believe it
no one can take my soul again
no one will ever ****** my smile
no one can make me feel less of what i am
and whoever left will never earn my love again
i will see thought the fake love
i will see through the hallow words
i will let myself know that everything that glitters is NOT gold
and i will really smile again
a real smile where my cheeks hurt and my teeth show
and i will explain to myself that not everyone had my best interest at hand
and not everyone loves like how i can
but thats okay, i will give myself that love again.

‪after all the pain you caused i still long for you when my days are long
and my nights are longer
because i always slept better in your arms because your snores were like lullabys
and youre arms were like a swaddle
and im a new born baby once again
and youre holding me until i no longer want to cry
and even though our love was short
i have memories of your face that will last a life time
because even though youre gone
knowing that i once had you as mine brings my darkness to light
because if i want i can love you forever and still pray that you’ll think twice about saying goodbye‬
i wish we could meet again