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Audrey Illena Sep 2015
I love you.
I will spend my whole life learning what that means.
But I know I love you,
It's obvious to me.
I know that love's a choice
more often than a feeling.
I know that love has swept me up
and sent my heart reeling.
They say when you know, you know
And I know I know with you.
I know that here in 50 years,
We'll be enjoying that front porch view.
And so I boldly say
with out a hesitation,
I love you with all my heart,
I have no reservations.
Audrey Illena Sep 2015
Life is a journey and I've carried one bag
Made of my ribs and part of my back
Containing one soul and only one heart
Along the way, I've left pieces and parts

I've only left mine, I never take their's
And that's left my luggage with a few tears
Then you came along and I forgot the "what ifs"
The worries of failure, and if love's just a myth

I took hold of your heart, placed it inside my chest
That's why you're different from all the rest
I didn't take their's, cause I knew I would leave
Ignoring the signs, they weren't good for me

I took your heart cause I'm planning to stay
I hope you understand what I'm trying to say-
That I see no one else in my future but you
And now my bag holds not one soul but two.
Audrey Illena Aug 2015
Come quickly now I beg
Cold mornings but hot days
Do nothing but pull on my leg
I dream of you and coffee steam
Of colored leaves and gentle breeze
That wraps it's arms around my neck
And gives my lips a softer peck
Than air that bites my skin in heat
My dear fall, I anxiously await our meet.

Sincerely, your lover.
Audrey Illena Apr 2015
You looked at me so earnestly
You knew what I was thinking
There was something different in your touch
I didn't feel like I was sinking
You pull me up instead of down
With you, I'm 10 feet off the ground
It's a curious thing that you are mine
Because I told you no the first time

I contemplated our compatibility
And I came back eventually
But holding fragile hopes inside
Cause they never really treat me right
But my fears just seemed to dissipate
The second your eyes looked past my face
You tilted my chin as if to say
"This isn't just a momentary phase"

If reading this it sounds so fleeting
Know I am attracted to your heart, not just its beating
Different is your touch, of course...
But if you had no hands, I'd still feel its force
Something in your soul draws me in like fire
I'm a paper lantern and you only take me higher
Floating in the air, but not without a destination
I'm hoping that our future will become more than my imagination
Please keep holding my hand
Audrey Illena Mar 2015
20
A flame for every year
but then we blow them out
A symbol of a life
But an action of our doubt.
Why do we blow them out?

I turned 20 yesterday.
They lit two tiny flames.
One fire for each decade.  
But then I blew them out.
Why did I blow them out?

Perhaps it is a symbol
of years come and gone,
of life that's not lived now.
I want my flame burning on,
why should I blow it out?

A legacy is not established
by only charred remains.
I want to start contagious fires,
burning forever in Your name.
Don't make me blow them out.

I want to leave all three tenses
lit up in glorious flames.
So when I finally meet you,
You'll say "Well done, you left a blaze."
Audrey Illena Mar 2015
Let my thirst be opportunity
to fill my cup with you.
When the sun rises,
Lord, be the joy I choose.

When the day grows longer still,
be my source of strength.
When rougher waters pull me down,
be the rock to which I cling.

When the sun is setting
and fears of tomorrow sing,
be the peace on which I lay my head.
Lord, be my everything.
Audrey Illena Mar 2015
Navigation on rough waters
It is not an easy feat
Especially if you aren't a pilot
And you've never been this deep.

I thought I knew the currents
And the channels to avoid
But I'm stuck here in the crashing waves
And I need help, I have no choice.

So with gritted teeth and stubborn hands
I take up my pen
And write my message in a bottle
To the beginning and the end.

He has made the very seas
Alone, I can't seem sail
So why would I reject His compass
Cause on my own I'll always fail.
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