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277 · Jul 2015
four / ten
caroline Jul 2015
maybe you dont still dream about me
like i do you,
but if you were wondering,
the person in my bed could never
make me feel like you do,
and someday ill come back,
ill come back home to you
276 · Nov 2017
bathroom sinks
caroline Nov 2017
you told me
"I think.. I.. love you?"
and wrapped your arms around my waist.
I reminded you that you drank too much
and you told me
"a drunk mans words are a sober mans thoughts"
while tugging at my shirt.
but it's no surprise
you didn't remember anything the next morning
267 · Feb 2017
sleepy head
caroline Feb 2017
today especially, i rolled over wishing you were here.
263 · Oct 2017
one night stand
caroline Oct 2017
please stop telling me you love me
and want me to meet your mother
because I only slept with you because I missed my lover
because I miss the one who my heart belongs to
so please stop texting me at midnight
and pulling for my hand
261 · Nov 2017
to be continued
caroline Nov 2017
dear younger me:
its okay to be afraid, its okay to not understand. life isn't perfect like the green playhouse grandpa built, but that doesn't mean you wont survive.
mom and dad won't always be together but that doesn't mean you won't find your forever. mom and dad didn't work, but that doesn't mean love won't work for you. never stop believing in fairy tales, but don't be disappointed when you find out love is not a kiss on the lips or fitting into the perfect shoe.
run and laugh while you can in the comfort of yourself, play and imagine everything you can think of- real and fake. because one day you'll realize yourself is all you have and sometimes you need to believe in the impossible.
its okay to cry when you scrape your knees or fall off your bike. get up, and keep trying. in life you'll need to bleed sometimes, you'll need to cry somedays, to remind yourself that you're alive. but remember to always get up, always. it's what will make you stronger, and prepare you for the days you want to lay there forever.
never lose yourself. run until your lungs fill with air, and then run some more. paint pictures and chase butterflies. put flowers in your hair and color outside the lines. because one day those things will be nothing more than just things and you'll forget what it is to see the beauty in even the simplest things.
and when that happens, read this, and find yourself.
260 · Sep 2017
if you were wondering
caroline Sep 2017
lately i'm not sure where my head is
one morning i miss you
the next i'm waking up to someone new
but one thing is for sure
my heart remains with you though
always with you
255 · Oct 2017
.
caroline Oct 2017
.
last night you told me you loved me
but i think that was the alcohol talking
254 · Dec 2015
it doesn't matter anymore
caroline Dec 2015
i hope you still think of me, as i
sometimes catch myself doing about you,
but if you don't, that's okay too.
maybe someday ill find you and make this all right, but i always had a thing for pain and falling apart.
im tired
252 · Aug 2017
8/20
caroline Aug 2017
my new favorite thing about Sundays:
waking up to your raspy voice saying
*"good morning pretty girl"
246 · Oct 2017
I should've told you
caroline Oct 2017
I told you I couldn't do it anymore
you and I
I told you I needed space
to breathe
to find myself
when I should've just told you
im not ready
somedays I question if ill ever be ready
if I was meant for a life full of
ordering take out and cuddling on the couch
pulling each other closer at three in the morning
kisses to start off the day and begging for five more minutes
a life of love
a life full of everything you've given me
somedays I question if ill ever deserve you
and then I realize my heart will never settle
no matter how much I want to for you
for us
for the beautiful life we created
in between midnight and sunrise
I told you I couldn't do it anymore
yet I can't stop replaying every moment our lips collided and every fight that led to makeup *** and promises
I guess the truth I won't admit is
I miss you
I miss you every single time I open my eyes for the day
and every night I fall asleep without you
I told you I couldn't do it anymore
when I should've just told you
I don't know where my heart is anymore
but in everything I do
it searches for you
240 · Jul 2017
move in date
caroline Jul 2017
it's two in the morning and i can't stop thinking about how afraid i am for july to be over. how afraid i am for change, to move in with someone so unfamiliar to me, and leave behind everything i've ever known, everything that keeps me sane.

it's two in the morning and i keep thinking
how ready i thought i was for this. the graduation high made me feel unstoppable. now all i feel is my feet underneath me, like i'm standing at the edge of a cliff and the only way to the bottom is to jump. and maybe that seems like just a simple leap into air, but i hate heights, and i don't care for cliffs.

it's two in the morning and all i can think of is sleeping alone for the next two years and how ******* lonely i'll be when my roommate begs me to go out and i choose to stay in. because a girl who can't look at people when she speaks does not belong at college parties.

it's two in the morning and i thought this is what i waited my whole life for, but now, i don't ever want it to come.
don't tell me change is good. i realize that, i just don't want it. i'm comfortable. happy where i am.
222 · Sep 2017
exhausted
caroline Sep 2017
i made a mess
but last night i swept the floor
and trashed the broken pieces
so why does my room still look so *****
211 · Sep 2017
question of the day
caroline Sep 2017
do i really want to sleep with him
or do i really just ******* miss you
198 · Aug 2017
move in date
caroline Aug 2017
i feel like my chest is going to cave in

why am i so afraid
why am i so afraid
why am i so ******* afraid

every time i go to sleep and wake up
it's a brand new day
a day closer to the next
of leaving everything i know behind
and starting back over
my apologies about the ****** word but it makes me feel better when i don't feel good

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