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Aubrey Rose Oct 2013
A gory, gory mess my heart makes when my tank reaches empty. A long awaited kiss from you will fill it up again.
A gory, gory mess my mind makes without your voice, but without your arms it is useless.
A gory, gory mess my spirit is when the tears come. An overflowing massacre down my face that was once my happiness. A long awaited "I love" from you is only a patch on the scare that is the distance between us.
Aubrey Rose Oct 2013
Do you like music? I like music.
I like the way it sounds, the way it feels
and how it can make the floor shake.

Whats your favorite band? I don't have one,
but I love Bread; that old 70's rock group.
They have a song called “Everything I own.”
I don't think it's a realistic song, but it's nice to
think that someone would give everything they had
to get someone back.

They're from California. Have you ever been there?
I haven't. Everyone is always supposed to be high,
but I think that's whats called a “hasty generalization.”
There's also a lot of wine vineyards there. I wonder if it
smells good.

Have you ever been high? I haven't, but my friends are a lot.
They always tell me scary stories about getting high, so I don't think
I'll ever try it. I like to drink, though.
Drinking is fun if you're with the right people. If you're with the
wrong people you either wake up with a hangover, or you don't
drink at all, because they make you feel bad for doing it.

Do people ever make you feel bad? They always make me feel guilty.
It's easy to make me feel guilty, even if what I'm doing isn't wrong.
It's kind of funny, how people can make you feel.
Sometimes I don't like it, but there are a few people who make you feel good.
I guess parents, sometimes. Friends and lovers for the most part though.

Have you ever been in love? I have. It's great, until it leaves.
Love can make you the happiest, or the saddest person in the world.
It's like a really old roller coaster at Six Flags in Georgia. It climbs
up the first hill so slowly you wonder if it will start going backwards.
Then, as soon as you pause at the top you can look around. It's really pretty
up there, everything in sight.
You're on top of the world.
Then, you fall. You rush down the hill a million times faster than you climbed it.
That's how love is sometimes.

Do you like talking? I do sometimes. Sometimes I can just go on and on.
Other times I like to be quiet, listen to people around me, or just sit in silence.
I don't mean to talk a lot, but sometimes I do. Sometimes I don't say anything.
I guess everyone likes to talk sometimes. Everyone likes to talk about themselves.
There's nothing wrong with that, we all just do.
Thanks for this conversation with me, I hope I didn't talk too much.


Do you like goodbye's? I don't.
Aubrey Rose Sep 2013
In darkness, I am sound.
With the merest silhouette of light
the first of instincts set in, to flee.
In darkness I am content,
I am never let down, nor have I
expectations that are not met.

In darkness I am free to shackle myself
into a fate which I can predict.
I can move and even run, but always
connected with something which will never
turn me away.

In darkness I can speak
to no one and never be forced.
No reason to explain my feelings or
my actions.
Into darkness I may run,
without thinking logically or
realistically. Just flee into
fingers that clutch, which is better
than fingers that brush away.

I am sorry that into this darkness
you may not follow.
I am sorry that I must chose what to be
wrapped into. I am so sorry, my poor
darling. I love you, but I have chosen darkness.
Aubrey Rose Sep 2013
Thief
of the falling
dreams.
Clutching tightly,
never letting on
that you know.
Thief
of the broken
hearts,
always letting on
that you came
Aubrey Rose Sep 2013
Late at night her mind comes alive.
Stories, villains, songs more real than any in what some call reality.
Friends more dear and cherished, worlds far better known.
She is much more wanted here.

Late at night voices fill her
head, with adventures wanting to be know.
Stories only she may capture.
One story leads to another,
soon telling her of brand new peoples
who were somehow missed in the lives of others.

Late at night the hero always wins, hearts are always safe,
and none are forgotten. Moon and stars light
the way so she can see the shimmering
road.

Mornings always brings with it the shortage of ink,,
crumpled up pages and burned away candles.
Until night may once again bring her back to her friends,
in this world, in the world of reality
she is lost.
Aubrey Rose Sep 2013
Zen. A quiet state which calms the mind.
Yawning, breathing, searching within.
Xerxes the King should have searched within,
which might have led to realizing he was
vain in his attempt to be a God.
Using Zen brings me a peace,
tomorrow I will benefit,
serving in a tranquil state of mind.
Reach for your toes, breathe.
Quietly pant, feeling the rhythm,
pulling the air in, pushing it out.
Overkill is not the object,
never feel tension,
make every movement relaxing.
Laugh with your body as a joy,
knuckle relaxing joy,surges.
Jasmine scented candles flickering
inside the window, like laughing spirits.
However long you wish to sit,
give yourself over for that time.
Forget about the work ahead,
eternal armistice can be anyone's.
Dauntless and disciplined are we,
countless one's who sit and feel.
Believe in the Zen, who calls her children,
Acquitting us with power, with understanding.
Aubrey Rose Aug 2013
Golden are the day's
we have all left behind.
The picturesque memories stay
twisted like suffocating vines.

Winter hasn't come and gone,
it stayed to be sure no one
can grow in the waking dawn.
Let me out, no longer shun
the waking of my child's heart.
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