phie - Hello Poetry

phie Feb 2018

Your vanilla scented perfume
So sweet and warm
You walking by makes my heart bloom
Your eyes are an icy storm
Conflicting thoughts keep me awake
Darkness seems welcoming
Your tender touch makes my heart ache
Your words are enchanting

phie Feb 2018

war?

my head is pounding
my eyes feel heavy, light flashes
like the blue and red on cop cars
i want to close my eyes and never wake up
i long for what i cannot do
how can i sleep when the firing of gunshots sound through my skull

phie Jan 2018

restless

my thoughts dance around
i can't keep my eyes focused on the road
when did the light turn green?

phie Jan 2018

put me six feet under

i am a skeleton compared to the entity i used to be
the flesh fell off my bones as i tried to disguise myself to be a part of the cookie cutter image of my surroundings
i was just a little bit out of the lines.
my bones sink into the wet grass when it rains,
there is the weight of all the lives i am living pushing on my shoulders
maybe i'll finally end up in my grave,
all i want is to be able to sleep again

phie Nov 2017

bad habits & old habits

asking them how they are when you know what you've done to them
the heartbreak of realizing you have to break someone's heart
setting up the trap before you realize you are the villain
using them for your own personal needs
how come you two can never kiss when everything is okay

phie Nov 2017

spinning out

your kiss is as passionate as a dying ember
the fire went out a few hours ago
and here we are, still sitting around the ashes of our dying love for each other

phie Sep 2017

magnetic fields

sometimes i feel pulled down a road im too scared to go down
its steep and dark, monsters linger in the shadows
i want to go down the lighted path
with fairies and floating candles, a welcoming enviroment
but you cant tell if they're just pretending or not
i long to be friends with the goblins and underdogs