phie - Hello Poetry

phie Nov 2017

asking them how they are when you know what you've done to them
the heartbreak of realizing you have to break someone's heart
setting up the trap before you realize you are the villain
using them for your own personal needs
how come you two can never kiss when everything is okay

phie Nov 2017

spinning out

your kiss is as passionate as a dying ember
the fire went out a few hours ago
and here we are, still sitting around the ashes of our dying love for each other

phie Sep 2017

magnetic fields

sometimes i feel pulled down a road im too scared to go down
its steep and dark, monsters linger in the shadows
i want to go down the lighted path
with fairies and floating candles, a welcoming enviroment
but you cant tell if they're just pretending or not
i long to be friends with the goblins and underdogs

phie Sep 2017

losing your flame

slowly by slowly every color decides to fade
ran out of fuel, running on empty
drinking cold cups of old coffee
pressure from all sides
I'm about to expire
and fade away into nothingness so i can't be accused of being a burnout
sometimes it takes a lot to feel again
i wish you could light my spark but it takes time to heal

phie Jul 2017

origins

is this what people are gonna remember me by?
being a lazy nobody
average looking and privileged
****** grades and no personality
another human being
without any distinctions

phie Jul 2017

vanilla scented poison

conflicting thoughts keeping me up at night
i don't think darkness has ever been this welcoming

phie Jul 2017

u g h

make me feel alive again
emotions and disgressions shooting holes straight through my hollow head
my mouth cant search for the right words
my head cant fathom all of my fears