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Jul 2016 · 317
He'll take
Ashton Jul 2016
"Figure it  out! Or ill take... "
How do you expect me to figure it out when you have never showed me
Never set a  **** example
"SHUT UP! OR ILL TAKE..."
all because i had a valid point
Because you couldn't argue with it
"He's a deadbeat, at least she stayed! And if you ever say that again ill take..."
Im sick of this
im sick of it always being ill take this ill take that
You isolate me from the world and then threaten to take every connection to the people i care about and just everything else from me if i dont sit here and take this abuse
Jun 2016 · 540
Hanging
Ashton Jun 2016
...
Ive been hanging by
A Moment
A single specific Moment
One so magical
So magnificent
So beautiful
It saved me
That Moment
Just a single Moment
Saved everything
...
Moments
Jun 2016 · 353
Midnight thoughts
Ashton Jun 2016
Im not like a typical poet
I dont rhyme
And i dont write well
I dont know how to put my feelings into words
But here i go again trying

So here i am wide awake
Thinking about you
Hoping your dreams are sweet
Or that their of me
Ive been realizing lately that your  my best friend
The person i talk to everyday
The person i actually care to impress
I want you to think so highly of me
And i want you to view me as i view you
See you're more than just my relationship status on facebook
You're more than my boyfriend
I was lucky to find a guy as good as you
As understanding and willing as you
Im falling even more in love with you everyday
These are my midnight thoughts
Jun 2016 · 335
What am i suppose to do
Ashton Jun 2016
How am i suppose to fix us when you dont even try
How is everything always my fault
I dont know what im suppose to do
Im confused
And you wont even answer my texts anymore
I just miss us
How we used to be
We were so happy
And now
Look at us
We arent even us anymore
Jun 2016 · 794
Affection
Ashton Jun 2016
Affection is something some people rarely get
Affection is something everyone needs
Affection fixes the cuts
Heals the broken hearted
It puts a warmth in us that you just can't get anywhere else
But still affection is somethibg some people rarely get
Those people get cold
They need something
So they go looking for something to get that warmth
And thats when they get desperate
They will go to lengths that others cant fatham
They've been broken
And no one will fix them
So they find something to numb the pain
And numbing still doesnt fix it
Affection is dangerous to go without
Jun 2016 · 235
Untitled
Ashton Jun 2016
Maybe i wasn't wrong
Maybe it was you
Maybe we shouldn't have tried
Maybe we should have just let it end
Maybe we shouldn't have pushed
Maybe you shouldn't have screamed
Maybe i should have yelled back
Maybe i should have gotten in your face also
Maybe i should have been the one to put us to rest
Maybe
But ill never know
Jun 2016 · 267
Good ole days
Ashton Jun 2016
These are the days im gonna miss
All these late night phone calls
Just because i couldn't stop thinking of you
All these long texts trying to explain my feelings
All these emotions racing through my brain
Trying to find someone to numb the pain
Failing hoplessly
But still having enough in me to get back up
Yeah these are the days we are gonna miss
When we are old and sitting alone reminiscing
These are the days we are gonna come to
All these long texts
phone call
Pains
Gains
Fail
Victories
All of them
Im gonna miss them
Death is inevitable
Jun 2016 · 269
Stephen
Ashton Jun 2016
Im sorry
Im trying
But nothing is going right
But im still here putting up a fight
For us
Im losing you
Im scared
My mind is a blur
And your difting further and further
I can no longer feel your warmth
Your comfort
Its all leaving
So are you
Im begging you
Just to stop
Think about this
I love you
Im sorry
Im trying
Please give me time
Stephen youre all i got
I love you
Jun 2016 · 243
Miles
Ashton Jun 2016
Their growing
Longsr and longer
Under the worst circumstances
We still try
Trying to carry ourselves everyday
Knowing that these miles are killing us
Making the us feel more like you and I
These miles fill our heads with assumptions
Every night we argue
I feel like everything is being faked
These miles are tearing us apart
We thought we could do it
Now im fearing that i put my all in again
Just for miles to take it all away
May 2016 · 219
He knows
Ashton May 2016
I found the silver lining
Im no longer dying
Im not even trying
Its just falling into place
With such grace
Now im watching my pace
Keeping it slow
Showing him im not perfect
But worth it
And he knows it
He has see my growth
Me at my worst
Still he smiles at me
And just laughs
The kisses me slowly
And tells me he loves me
He keep me going
Making sure im trying
Instead of crying
He knows i need support
Stability
Love
He knows i need him
Now that can be harmful
Yet at the same time helpful
I love him
And yea he knows that too
Stephen Milliron

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