They will look at you,
You look normal,
Soft skinned,
Young teenage girl,
Beautiful,
Possibly stunning,
You can talk normally,
Act normal,
Feel normal!


Though as a girl you fear,
You fear what that place can bring,
The look on the faces of strangers,
When they find out that you are:
One of them!

Some will run away from you,
Some will look at you like you are crazy,
Some will tell their friends to stay way from you,
That is how you get bullied,
That is how rumors start.

But its not like we killed some one,
  We are not crazy,
We really are normal!

Mom,
You tell me all the time,
That I need a revolutionize,
You always locked me in that cage,
You know the one,
Yes my room.
I know that you knew,
That I had a rigid life,
But I did not keep in mind,
Why did you not tell me?
I wanted to be,
Be the child that you wanted your whole life,
I doubt it that I was ever able to show that,

Dad,
I know that I always drove you crazy,
I know that you always told me “don’t say sorry”
You told me that it could not change any thing,
You told me that you change things with your actions
Though I tried to be a daddies little girl.

little do people know
that sooner or later... we give up
there are times when we cant
we don't want to
the moment when you walk away
because you don't know what to do.

life is something we go through
some are sent to give hope
there are some who will hurt
but they are the ones who make you ...you
and no one can take that away

these are things I have learned
but after the bad there was always good
the bad never stayed

I can thank a greater light for that.

Love
Long lasting,
Over coming,
Vocal,
Enchanted,
That is what every one says it should be,
You show me that you care,
But I can never really tell,
Or is it that you never did??
But then I caught you red handed,
I saw what was really there
I saw that you are a lair
You supposedly wanted to help
You just made things worse
You treat me like a new toy
You play with me and are happy
But only for a small period of time
Then when you don’t want to play any more
You throw me away
Dam! I really can’t believe that I fell for that,
Pretending that you really loved me
I must have stupid written all over my forehead!

In time I will grow,
Not just physically,
But mentally,
Emotionally,
And personally

but if you still can not see this.. that is all your fault

Magical
                  Dazzling, shining
             Glowing, moving, flying
             Lost, happy, free, amazing
                magnificent, delightful
                         Mysterious

The one that which he came from,
If you know to walk away,
And if you can say no,
Don’t show your woe,
After you go and play that game.
Though after,
It is possible that you won’t be tamed.

If you reject,
And stay away from elevators,
Focus on your prefixed behaviors,
You are the one to blame,
You knew that he could not be tamed.
You all fell for the same,
Look into your frame,

Don’t try to be the justification,
No one ever wins to him.

So if the devil shall ask me to dance,
I reject,
I will throw up my wall to protect my self,
I have been there and back,
I have been through the dark.
Through the black,
I have been tacked to problems,
I have tumbled,
Now I can hear the angry rumbles,
Because I knew how to say no,

So if the devil asks you to dance,
Say never,
Because the dance with the devil lasts you forever!

its stunning
there is no way
you just cant take your eyes off of it
its so hypnotizing

mesmerizing
makes your eyes ******
it is so lovely
why cant you
realize that everyone has these traits
and we are not looking at physical
we are talking about physical features
i am talking about what is on the inside