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Ashley Anne Dec 2013
I'm sorry for all the pain I cause you.
I'm sorry for all those unwanted feelings you
get right before work.
I'm sorry for being too emotional.
I'm sorry you don't want to share you feelings with me.
this is my fault.
I take blame.
I will fix this.
I promise.
no more apologies.
I will fight for this.
Ashley Anne Dec 2013
My body aches for sleep.
My mind begs me to stay awake.
Tired and slow all day long.
When my head hits the pillow my mind races.
Keeping me awake.
Tired. I'm so tired,
My alarm goes off but it doesn't scare me awake
like normal.
Just calmly turn it off and get out of bed
because lets be honest
even when I hit the snooze I don't even sleep.
Laying there in silence as my body aches to sleep.
I don't want to leave my bed.
I'm worn down.
I'm so tired, it doesn't even effect me.
I'm just tired of everything.
just tired.
Ashley Anne Dec 2013
I spill everything leaving nothing behind
you just listen to everything I have to say.
You understand me completely.
But you just sit there quietly.
Emotions suppressed.
Scream Cry Beg me to shut up and listen.
I'm here for you. Let me in.
I want to listen. I want to understand you.
Let me in. I'm here waiting.
I want to be let in.
It feels one sided.
So alone.
Let me in.
I feel like I don't know you like you know me.
Just let me in. I'm begging you.

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