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arubybluebird Mar 2016
I miss the times
Of going to sleep
With someone in mind
To think about
arubybluebird Mar 2016
I wish I could hug my grandmother
One last time
arubybluebird Mar 2016
The sky is swollen, there is no place to hide
arubybluebird Mar 2016
Looking back at conversations we once had
Still unsettles me
And causes me a bit of pain
arubybluebird Feb 2016
When being alone doesn't help
And surrounding yourself with people doesn't help
Have you ever felt this helpless?

I didn't comb my hair today
I've still the sour scent of last nights sweat
On my stomach, on my chest

There is a tear in my pillowcase
And I do not know
How to sew

I'm not sad yet, but I can feel myself getting there
I can't remember the last time I didn't feel nervous, anxious
These past years hiding behind the pursuit of a Bachelor's degree
English major I respond when they ask
These past years waiting for something, someone
That never seems to come

I think it's best I haven't met you yet
Yet, that hopeful word
That senseless word
That breaks me apart, holds me together
To the little sense I have left

I am alone
Surrounded by everyone
My heart is blue
And I am wearing
Mustard yellow
arubybluebird Feb 2016
It all starts and ends with love
It all starts and ends with hurt
My eyes were made for crying
But I'm not the only one
arubybluebird Feb 2016
I’m sorry I couldn’t figure out what I wanted
I’m sorry I wasn’t good to you
I’m sorry I could never be good for you
I never properly apologized
I know it doesn’t mean much now, but I’m sorry
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