You’ve been here before
The similarities are frightening
You’re scared
You stand on the edge
Icy waters below
You’ve jumped before, a past summer
This time experience holds you back
Remembering the outcome from before
Is it worth it?
Down below a voice shouts,
“Take a chance.”
Without thinking, you jump
You fall slowly, deeper, further, down, down, down
To the point of no return
SPLASH
Your body descends into the cold water
Your heart is pierced
You rise to the surface searching for warmth
Nothing, no one, is there
Left all alone like last time
Your heart is frozen
Your body lifeless
Until suddenly something grabs you
And pulls you to the shore
A voice whispers “I’m different.”

He’s different
He’s older
He’s very smart
He fills the space
Within your empty heart

You’re different
You’re perfect
You’ve stolen his heart
Life is so hard
When you’re miles apart

They’re together
They’re perfect
They’re never apart
Their feelings are stronger
Than they were at the start

BUT

Something happens
Something unexpected
Something not so smart
Now you’re confused and
Spending more time apart

You’re broken
You’re stupid
You’re falling apart
Because all you’ve been fed
Were lies from the start

He’s selfish
He’s deceitful
It's been an act from the start
Just a man who took advantage
Of your young foolish heart.

Paint me by numbers

Stroke me with your brush

Stay in the lines

There's no need to rush
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My body's your canvas

The first color is blue

You'll be happy when you discover

Which area is marked with the number two
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I'm starting to realize the world isn't as beautiful as it seems.
The way someone can just go and crush all of your dreams.

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Just­ a fool vulnerable to his touch
Enjoying the way he made her blood rush

If he wants her to stay the night
It means he really likes her, right?

Wrong. Just like one of those sad songs
She now can sing along

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I'm starting to realize that some people aren't as wonderful as they seem
When you end up liking them better in your dreams.

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Innocent girl who gave all her heart
warned by her friends that it wasn't very smart

But with the words that he used
it wasn't really something that she could choose

The way he tricked her in order to keep her coming
Her heart would pound- a constant loud drumming

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I'm starting to realize that it's hard to believe in your dreams
When your young heart has been ripped apart at the seams.

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Her heart is in irreversible pain
His name is now said only in vain

His image is all she has left
But he has everything- clever theft

Her mind is filled with so much regret
He is something that she'd like to forget

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I'm starting to realize that happy endings aren't common  in life
when each day lived is a constant strife.

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He was a priority. She was just an option.

Memories play back in my head
Life without you is what I dread

Your smile is imprinted in my mind
I can hear your laugh it's one of a kind

We'd been friends since elementary school
And I always followed you around, playing your fool

I'd hoped we would be friends forever
We always had the best time when we were together

But that all ended the day I found out;
I couldn't do anything but scream and shout

I was angry at you and I didnt understand how
someone could be so selfish, but I do now

The pain you must have suffered is unmeasurable
And everything left that was once pleasurable

You ended your  life, what was I to do?
I didn't know what you were going through

I blame myself for not being there
But that doesn't mean that I didn't care

Memories play back in my head
Life without you is what I dread

Your face appears
An image I’ve seen throughout the years
I get this feeling deep inside
My smile becomes impossible to hide
I try, but I can’t seem to speak
And my knees are growing rather weak
Time stands still
Up my spine goes a chill
In my chest my heart pounds
Everywhere I look happiness is found
I find warmth in your eyes
This kind of love you can’t disguise