Adolescence becomes a sorrowful evanescence
A stern voice covers the child-like cries still stuck in limbo
Furrowed brow masking the blue timid eyes
Like the ones of a midnight working *****

The knees of a toddler have grown
But his mind is stuck on pre-mature
Psychologically slacking and thinking in a drawl
The blabber of a masked adolescent he must endure

Have you ever been in love?
Your heart beat not only quickens
It accelerates
It penetrates your ribs
Because of how hard it pounds against
Pounds within
Pounds deep inside your body
You feel complete
You feel full
No space left for any intruders
Peace
Fulfillment
Everlasting completion
Two becomes one in a single body
Two souls pounding against
Pounding within
Pounding deep inside your body
You feel whole

I wish you could suffocate on the words just like I did
Choke
And then you spoke
a gasp
clasp... those hands on your still beating heart

It hurts doesn't it?

To have it break
when you breathe it shakes
an earthquake
of karma
Dharma tattooed on your left arm
Fully armed with promises
Fully armed with *****
but I wouldnt give one
To you who took advantage
To those that watched
I clocked out the moment I found out
Yes, I found out
About the hidden words written in your words
And when that occurred
I was done
Done

Her brunette hair flows with the wind
Caught in the branches of fall
Pale as the tips of her nails
Her tongue prolonged with a drawl

She's beautiful
Even without the long locks in her face
No taste for cuisine
Her gloom adopts her taste

The wind supports her dainty feet
Delicately built out of glass
She's beautiful

It's been long
It's been tough
But I found hope
I found ups
But the pain made it worse for tomorrow

I've seen worse
I've seen death
But I'm dramatic
But I regret
Telling you about my plans for tomorrow

I've got God
I've got desserts
But in my head
It still hurts
So I'll save that thought for tomorrow

It's not worth it
They all say
So I wash it to the back
And watch rise another day
Maybe it'll come sooner than tomorrow

It's like being able to breathe underwater
Having the capability of exploring unknown peaks
A rush of danger weaves around my mind
But a foreign creature comforts my overwhelming feeling of meek

It's like being lost underneath the sand
Should I go up or discover what's below..
The options, discomfort, curiosity
And the thought of; Where should I go?

It's like everything I wanted overwhelming me at once
I inhale the fumes of pure gratitude
The feeling of no imperfections
Build my ego and improve my humbling attitude

It's like the space between us right before we kiss
The peace and love all stored in one little space
The millisecond right before we are connected
Right before you entice me and I become **** faced

It's like my love for you
How it's hard to explain
It's something you feel and not talk about
Something that's stitched into our membrane

Yeah, no, shut up
Your sarcastic remarks can follow the stick
straight up your ***

I was your pavement
You took daily walks down my street
And I gave you a golden pass

I hope you had a good laugh
With those friends that will probably go bald in about two years
And have kidney cancer in about four

You're so cool because you have girls lining up
But pay no attention to the herpies on her lip
Just keep cuddling up to that overused *****

I was your first black girl
yay for jungle fever
And I will probably be your last

So go in the mirror
Look at your *******
Continue your routine and shove it up your ***