The noon's greygolden meshes make
All night a veil,
The shorelamps in the sleeping lake
Laburnum tendrils trail.

The sly reeds whisper to the night
A name-- her name-
And all my soul is a delight,
A swoon of shame.

you know, I’m already in your head,
and everything I’ve ever said,
you’ll think about ‘til after you’re dead.

because my words they meant the most,
and I’m the only one who got so close,
to getting rid of all those messed up ghosts.

but now maybe you’ve gained one more,
and I’ll haunt you to even the score,
and yeah, this definitely means war.

‘cause I’ll fight through death to win,
but I’d rather you just gave in,
‘cause baby, you’re like Berlin,

and your wall’s gotta come down eventually.

I can feel your presence,
I can feel your touch,
As I close my eyes to the darkness,
I can feel your warm breath softly brush,
It swathes my being,
It engulfs my soul,
Lost in an abyss of pleasure,
Desires of the flesh have taken control,
Nothing is sacred, nothing is taboo,
Lust is the power, the wisdom and the fool.

Sitting here, in a cold sweat,
The words you said, I'll never forget,
Even if I tried, there are the forever remembering lines I drew,
To try to keep from focusing on you,

Now the scars aren't letting me erase,
All the memories I'd rather forget
Now, I lay here in shame, because of all the words you've said,
The words, that replay again and again
In my head,
These words, I'll never forget.

Blade breaks skin,
Out comes all the pain I've so desperately tried to  hold in,
Now the question remains still,
How deep can I go,
Before I know its real.

Eve slowly creeps its way back into my mind, no matter how the sun is brightly lit. I feel at home in theses arms of yours, but your face I still can't make out. You pull at my heart but yet a disregard to how it feels. My mind becoming numb to the point I feel an icy chill threw my skull.  What is reality was taken from me the day you entered my life, but seeing through this hourglass I find out the meaning of my past. Each grain a scar which reminds me of how I am who I am. How you say you wish to remove them from my dismantled body. Your calls they awaken, but still my soul slumbers in its tomb. Everything meaningless or to much feeling for you to handle, but yet you tell me not to go. Fear of destroying something that isn't there is my newest fear. Through this fire an void my heart lingers, waiting for you to pull a little tighter, waiting for you to call a little sweeter, waiting for you to reveal to me, who you really are.

The sea gave off a cry tonight,
It plays home to a child,
Her father threw her out of sight,
The sea swallowed her, so wild.

Her mother pushed and screamed all day,
Until the sun shone twice,
The blood would flow without delay,
Her grip was like a vice.

While pain would ebb and flow for her,
She knew her life was slipping,
But he refused to let her go,
The fear was ever gripping.

When finally the child was born,
And mother gave a sigh,
The father cleaned as best he could,
The mother closed her eyes.

A wail crawled from the fathers throat,
A pain beyond compare,
He'd lost his only love that night,
To love this child, he could not bare.

He struggled down the beach, that night,
With baby wrapped in cloth,
He swore up to the lord with spite,
And stepped in to the sea- like froth.

The sea crys out in pain tonight,
It's tears make waves, so wild,
A life, just barely started off,
She plays home to a child.

Always and forever,
We will be together,

Your slightest words,
Bring me to tears,

Because all I want,
Is for you, to be here,

Your words, they cloud my mind,
I think about you all the time,

You must believe me when I say,
You never escape my mind,

Because I've never loved anyone,
As much as I love you.