rejection stings
birds before bees
you leave me at the end of a very thin string.
marionette fitting of your puppetry,
subservient to every deception,
you had me on my toes, yearning.
naive is the bird who believes
that bees understand her song,
exposed affection like down feathers
bees gather to gorge themselves,
weep honey unto selfish wings.
you: wasp, hunter of self indulgence,
I: bird, dreamer of ignorant bliss.

Finger tips drip with regret
kneeled in a puddle of my own tears
red ringed eyes sore from rubbing.
limbs numb in realization,
my heart ran after you...
im sorry...
empty corridors coated in your image,
cant escape my dream.
explosion, tiny blood parcels in slow motion.
i loved you, another time.

Deep in the rain
each droplet traces the creases in your face,
melting the smile that held for a year.
never good enough.
your hands became faded,
frozen with difference.
gray shadowed pigments.
never good enough.
empty eyes of blank paper
underlined in tired sadness,
you stared at me.
never good enough.
those lips of red wine liquor
now pale roses of wilted colour,
foreign taste of discomfort.
never good enough.
you walked away, head turned
forgeting us, each step erasing memories
you left me in the rain.
why wasn't i good enough?

A fleet of rain glides,
To horizons out of reach,
Each drop takes its flight.

Maybe these wonders

that float by the bed

of the wandering traveler

will ever find peace

to the rivers it washed

on the shore of tomorrow

but the train has departed

time itself frozen

in ice-trays for scalding

hot yesterdays

lollipop remnants

askew in the hallway

of this rundown shack

rewind the

disk so as to portray

all the shame felt

by this day

we say Hello..

hands waved to the sky

as rainbows descend

heaven above like wings

white as the

snow, but pure like

nothing seen before

we dance...

mixtures of speech

blend like smoothies

of strawberry finess

every stripe, every spot make

the gold seams of the dress

stars wear. year

after year it grows

to burst with

confetti they float and

we stare...

blankly each moment

is blurred

muddy images pierce the walls

drip do they fall like rain

on the ground covered in

petals and petals of flowers

so red but yellow

we hug...

I'm waking up to the sound of your voice

the touch of your lips

the smile on your face that lifts me up

knowing you're here with me

come with me to forever

and there we will stay together



It's time to soar up to the stars

and forget all the pain

it's the beginning of a new start

breaking free and flying to infinity



I take you in my arms

we kiss and all is forgotten

knowing you're all I need

come with me to forever

and there we will stay together



It's time to soar up to the stars

and forget all the pain

it's the beginning of a new start

breaking free and flying to infinity



I watch you sleep

and think how much you mean to me

knowing you're all I see

come with me to forever

and there we will stay together



It's time to soar up to the stars

and forget all the pain

it's the beginning of a new start

breaking free and flying to infinity

flying to infinity

an illusion of the heart

it clouds your eyes

to the simple signs

that lead to the lies

of this broken art



a parasite of the mind

you believe this is bliss

from the first to last kiss

as you start to dismiss

the fact you are blind



so fly with your wings

and escape from that stage

to become quite assuaged

beyond all that rage

that's attached by strings



disintegrating, piece by piece

you start to decay

still smiling everyday

unaware you were just prey

to this creature who continues to feast



thus when the time is deserved

speak loud and clear

and ignore all the leer

from them and your peers

and all the attempts to make you unnerved



while the ties have been cut

and your vision has cleared

you're no longer adheared

to the leech that appeared

to be more than you thought



still this cycle remains

with the exception of few

who stick together like glue

but that will be you

when, vanished is the pain