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Arabella Sep 2013
Just kids,
i'm missing the taste of blood
in my mouth.

Skinny arms
draped over my shoulders
followed by loneliness.

Now,
with an unrecognized face,
I walk these halls with regret.
Knowing,
that forgetting
is not an option.

It's a shame,
not realizing what we have
until it's gone.
dried up worms decorate the side walk,
leaving the dirt,
nearly abandoned.

As machine work does,
I'm refueled each morning
with three pills,
replacing emotion
with steal.

you'll grow back,
as everything does
in the spring.
*******,
as we remembered that we no longer knew
how to love each other.

a cycle,
of becoming strangers.
Arabella Sep 2013
Fluttering
highlights of the sun
softly kiss the earth.

A flower I placed in your hair
lays by your side.
Now wrinkled,
and grey.
And I'm to scared to see
what else is gone.

blank pages,
with indents of our nights before
face me.

body
twisting and turning,
freshly crisped grass
adjusts itself
to comfort your heavy mind.
Knowing that its significance is less
when you wake.
Arabella Aug 2013
take me back to the night of
whispers and glorious
realizations.

in which all was clear,
and I knew your signifagence
to my being.

my mouth
and mind
racing with the different combinations
of twenty six letters
to explain to you.

with your wand
simple breathes created solid forms of liquid
floating away
as I
remained the liquid
that ran down your hands.


fascination
with living in the past,
now tricks me

into thinking,
you'll always be mine.
Arabella Aug 2013
The scent of cigarettes
and burnt out dreams surround me,

and my heart is beating indifferently.

There's a slight breeze,
blowing straight through me,
as if I were a ghost.

I dream of dancing through the field in my mind.
Picking fruit
from the oh so forgiving trees.

Hiding from the sadness that never seems to stop chasing me.

I never knew what life would be,
constintly having your state of mind vandalized,
and emotions shattered.

With each glance,
I don't know who you are,
or who I am.

I would like to think
that we saved
each other,
but I will never truly know.

As the wind carries you toward me
I am reminded that no one can really know anyone else

and once again I find myself tangled
in a web of defeat.
Arabella Aug 2013
for the past two months
I have layed awake
until
at least
three a.m.
or so
attempting
to write a poem that will
read sweeter
than your lovers touch.

but for now,
I think too much for this to ever be
a possibility.

I am weak,
and certainly not clever.

which I am comfortable with now.

I think.
Arabella Jul 2013
Seven more nights
of overflowing sunsets,

Soon the sleepless nights
will be gone.

Empty bottles
and burnt our cigarettes
are the reminder
that nothing lasts forever.

Words can not describe
how much i'll miss
the comfort of your laugh.

On this morning
my lungs are filled with the
sweet smell
of gasoline
and tears
as I watch you leave.

These times have changed,
and nothing
will be the same
again.
still working on this for some friends.
Arabella Jul 2013
As the sting from each word sets in,
please know
how much you hurt me
each day.

It's hard to keep the ***** down
just picturing your face,
and all the lies that had always hid away
your twisted mind.

I'm still standing in this rain you left me in.
Walking miles and miles each day,
running until my legs give out
trying to escape from all my memories of you.
But you follow,
constantly throwing rocks at my chest
in hopes of shattering my heart
once again,
I suppose.

I find each breath harder to swallow,
as if I had the lungs of a 89 year old smoker.

Each day I watch as you try your hardest to slither your way back into my thoughts.
Attempting to fill my mind with jealousy,
and regret.

All I see of you now is a pathetic little boy,
which you always have been.

Everyone,
no matter how many people you've surrounded yourself with,
will always be alone.
There is no other person in existence that can guarantee anything to you.
Nor does anyone owe you a single ******* thing.
Everyone is alone.
Whether they like it or not.
All with the instinct of being a complete and utter selfish *******.

I hope you read this.
And I hope it hurts.
And that you realize that you are no better than I,
or anyone else.
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