April

April Jul 2014

I crave you
you're the energy to my roots
and as I grow
I want you beside me

It all makes sense
until it doesn't

A down pour of a different kind
taunts me
I crave no more
and you
you're hard to make out
when all I can see is tidal waves
menacing
ready to pull me under

and you approach me
gentle and calm
but it's too late
somewhere in the stormy weather
i realized
I don't need another drop of water
you're all the same

wow i just compared love to water

April Jul 2014

Darkness

In the dark we don't see our problems
All we can do is feel them
Trickling
Making there way through us
And there's no light
No sunshine to dry our tears
Vanish our fears
No it's just us against the dark

April Jul 2014

Good Girl?

if she's a good girl
they won't leave
they will like her
and
if she keeps her distance
they won't see the cracks
she's just a good girl
even if shes dressed in all black

April Jul 2014

To Open the Jar

there's nothing poetic i can write
to describe how much pain
loneliness i feel
with out you
right by my side
because i can't capture my emotions
bottle them up
open them up
just for you
in doing so I would need strength
and that was smothered
the day you left

April Jun 2014

Bars on the Soul

everything hurts
not when you're alone
but
when your soul
won't allow you to have company

April Jun 2014

1:45 am

she couldn't comprehend,
hours before she was content,
and now her friend is gone
and the happiness
slipped through her fingers
so easy

the same as the dust swirled around her
frame and all
as she stood and watched his silhouette
meet the perfect girl

where did she go wrong

April Jun 2014

Losing shape

we tear ourselves apart
let the fears
things we can't grasp
twist us
abandon us

and when the world comes to push us together again
we forget
the path
the feeling
we once had

that simplicity
of being whole