M glorious in my isolation
The place where am hungry for me
I would like to eat quite,live on it,thrive on it,
Fed by nothing but silence.

You live in a land
where there is nothing to escape from
Where life don't
Blink
Pause
Think
Stop
But goes on.
One could see this place only from my eyes.
I am completely fascinating by you.
Your reality is my dream,
But dreams are never reality.
This daydream is lovely as sunshine,
as intriguing as the untold secrets of universe
As weird and wonderful like lies that realizes me truth.
So, I am closing my eyes and escaping to you.

He is leaving
Soon we will be just past pronouns,
When I was yours and you were mine
Because your light
Is not quite like mine,
Your grays are not,
gray like mine.
The more I see,
the less I know for sure.
We were not perfect,
but imperfection is not fatal.
It is only togetherness that counts.
I want what I get,
hope you get what you want.

I am not beauty of a beast,
I am not a Cinderella of a prince
I am not a flower picked for beauty and left to die.
I am wild,
Difficult to find,
And impossible to forget.

Everyday reminds me past,
Those memories,love and colors.
I daydream to relive them
But each time find it hard to lock that story,
Draft it and kept it left unsaid.
The dreamer inside remain anxious.

I look at my phone,
Blinking his message , asking "m I okay"
Implying that he knows m not or I know he don't.
No, this shattered heart is not well. I am hysterical. I wanna tell him.

For now and forever self destruction mode off.
It took me a long time to find that switch,
But lovely it is since the flip.