bring a sledgehammer
i know you're going to break my heart

you broke me,
you broke me so easily
i'm broken
and its because of your ignorance

you ****,
i hate you
your the worst

why don't break my heart too?
you already broke my trust
so finish me off

bring a sledgehammer,
bring an axe
bring anything,
just break my heart
but you've already done enough to **** me

**** me,
break my heart,
you know you want to

effortless,
i'm in free fall
i can feel the gravity,
i can feel the wind, the warm air

i fall to my death
i'm going down
i'm falling deeper into darkness
how did it get like this?

i keep on falling,
i can't save myself
there's nothing around me,
just a pit of darkness

i can't get back up,
so i fall
i fall  for what seems like forever
and then i'm gone

i'm tired of your ****
i'm hot from anger,
i'm sick of life's crap
i'm sick of you

don't you know?
my heart is bruised
its not because of her,
who abandoned me
its not because of those,
who hurt me,
it's because of you

sure they hurt me,
but it's nothing
its nothing,
compared to what you do
you make me hate you

you lied to me constantly,
you don't care for me at all
you bring be down,
you hate me,
i know you do

what kind of person are you?

i know i'm hurting,
but i can't do anything
i know i'm dying,
but i can't save myself

i make steel walls
i brace for impact
my walls are impenetrable
you won't even chip it

you think i can trust you,
you think i'm fine
you don't know
how close i am to taking my life

why do i sit in a corner?
why don't i have friends?
cause, i may die soon,
that kinda depends

"depends on what?", you say
depends on if i mess things up
" you did nothing wrong" you said
you say that like you really give a ****

you thought we were close
you thought we would last
well kiddo,
that's a thing of the past

in a world of happiness,
i always frown
when everyone out there has friends,
i'm just the loner

leave the loner be
i'm gonna die anyways

you were a joy to be with
i smiled and laughed every time i was with you
you helped me when i was down
you picked me up off the ground

it was never the same again
you found someone better, someone new
together you did all the things we used to do
you laughed and smiled all the time
you opened your hearts to each other and shared everything
but you didn't know what that did to me

you're still in the picture" you said
i am, but i'm in the background
"you're still my best friend," you swore
i was your second favorite, never the less

when you gain one, you loose another
with that, you never seemed to be bothered
you just lost your best friend of 7 years
and now, we are only peers

there once was a girl,
a girl that always sits in the corner
no one cared about her
until....
she was gone

funny thing is,
people don't realize how much you care about someone
until there gone forever
they didn't know they liked her,
until she left everyone's  life's

you may wonder where people who commit suicide go,
heaven or hell
no one knows
they may still be in our hearts,
near or far,
i'll tell you one thing,
they didn't leave you by car

they didn't just leave you though,
they left everyone on earth,
they left earth its self
they aren't coming back

there not living,
there not dead
there not anything,
but our gone "friends"