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1.7k · Sep 2013
The lost battle of love...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
I loved u when u were ugly
I loved u even when u cried
I loved u when u loved me
And I even loved u when u lied

My silly eyes grave to see your face
My stupid ears always want to hear your voice
My lonely heart cries out loud for your love
But then I realize AM I THE ONLY ONE????

I day dream about us being TOGETHER
I even dream about u being there FOREVER
Every single second I think only of u
And I just wish that u did the same too

It’s not my obsession to win u
I know I have lost the right to
But just want to ask
Did u ever feel the same too????

I loved u when I was angry with u
I loved u when I handed u to someone else
I loved u when I said I would live without u
And I still do love u
And there will always be a corner in my heart that will never stop crying for u
BUT at the end of the day I realize that I am fighting a lost battle...
1.5k · Oct 2013
Thunder...
Anushka Acharya Oct 2013
As i hear the water drop
all i do is give a little sigh
'cause you are not here by my side
My heart wants to wrap up with u and hide,
from the thunder that strucks by

The rain, no more a drizzle
reminds me of those times
when you were right here
and losing you was only a fear
but now my fear has come to life
and all those i dread is all that i live with

There goes the thunder again
i startle because it's what i fear
as it reminds me of those times
i used to wrap up with you and hide
and still wish you were always by my side
1.2k · Sep 2013
The playful love...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
He walks past like he doesn’t see
The one that he said was once a life for him
How could everything change so fast?
That not even a ray of hope could last

The love between you and me
Was never treated as a game by me
Maybe I wasn’t good enough
And now it is your love that made me tough
To act like you weren’t the one for me
Even though my heart cries out loud for you to see me

I never wanted you to change
Coz even the bad things in you were best for me
Things you said that hurt me
Was the reason I had to break you free
From the love that you said for me
Was just a feeling, not reality

If you’re gonna see at her
Like the way you did to me
And still expect me to be happy
Then I am sorry, that can never be
i wrote this for a very close friend of mine... REMEMBER no matter what happens i am always there for you <3 :*
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
I will tell you something my dear
Every time your voice passes by my ear
I look back to see your smiling eyes
But all I see is your picture with smiling lies
U went away saying a word
That I hate and wish I left it unheard
I wish u would come back to my life with those three words
That made me feel the luckiest of all
thanks for helping me with this piece Tamanna :*
735 · Sep 2013
There he goes again...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
There he goes again
Swagging by the lane
They say he is trying to act cool
But who’s to say that he looks like a fool

Is he just out of his mind?
Or showing off like I am blind
And can’t see all those pain hidden in his eyes
That he tries to hide by lies

But who’s to say that I want to go by his side
And shake him and bring him back
To the reality of life
And move on with a new start
With me as his best part
664 · Sep 2013
Magical sorrow...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
I scream lumos to lighten my world
But all I get is a brightened room
I cry crucio to feel the pain
But it’s nothing compared to the one he gave
I shout imperio to take control over my life
But I figure it’s still struggling in his mind
I yell avada kedavra to get rid of this life
But still the sorrow stays by
just a random one :p
652 · Sep 2013
His warmth...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
His warm hand touches my cheek
I can feel the warmth going through me
His heart speaks a million words to me
That no lips can ever spill

I wish he could feel the same from me
Coz my heart’s screaming words that my lips can never speak
These feelings can never be put into words
Coz they are meant to be felt
Not to be heard

Even with my eyes wide awake
Everything is fading away
I wish I could live just some more
And feel his warmth endlessly
And with him right beside me
I can face death fearlessly

Even after I go away
Don’t let your warmth fade away
Coz it speaks a million words for me
That no mouth can ever spill
649 · Oct 2013
The flash light..
Anushka Acharya Oct 2013
I throw away the flash light
'cause it reminds me of the night
when you left me standing all by myself
with no words left
and no tears to shed
all there was, this flash light by my side
from which my sorrow's couldn't hide

I crouched by his side and embraced his thin body
and felt his warmth inside my grip
which was different from the one i felt,
when you were the one that held

Now i realize, all those were lies
but i don't understand why my heart still cries
Is it because i am wrong??
Or is it because the flash light's right, all along
640 · Oct 2013
Cold brown eyes...
Anushka Acharya Oct 2013
i turn on the lights
look in the mirror
and stare into the eyes
of the one that ruined her own life

the cold brown eyes
staring back with grief
'cause now she has nothing to take
and no one to give

even her own eyes stare at her
like it doesn't fear
from the ruins she came out
and is still living in drought
624 · Sep 2013
Bending tides...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
You are far away from me
But distance doesn’t matter when love comes from heart
Coz you are my special part
And we can never be broken apart
No matter what this evil world puts up
We will fight till the very end
And be a legend that everyone shares
this was written for my another best friend :P
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
Since I started the first
I wanted to finish n read all the rest
As time passed by I completed all seven of it
There was a happy end in it
But I wanted it to last no matter what happened next
But that never happened
So I read and reread
And still read it with teardrops in my eyes

I see happy faces around me
But I could never be a part of the crowd anyway
Coz I wasn’t a muggle anymore
I am the greatest wizard of all

In some phase I meet people like me
That wants more to be seen
Than just seven of it
And read it till our hearts contained

I hear a new one is coming
No one can really understand the feeling
Unless u r one of me
Who is smart enough in hiding identity
i know its a bit late but i had to write it :p
602 · Sep 2013
Where's my happy ending???
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
When love is true u get all u need
Said all my friends to me- who tried hard to be freed
From the dark nights where there never seems to be any ray of light
I guess the sun will never be bright in my life

My true love doesn’t seem to be coming back
Instead I’m losing it because my mind lacked
To understand u and our love
And dared to free u like a dove

There seems no happy ending
Every way leads to a dead end
Every time I have been spending
Is from the endless memories that no one can ever lend

I hope that someday I get a ray of hope
That pulls me towards it and makes me forget all that I had to cope
But just remember one thing
In my life there’s no happy ending without u
598 · Sep 2013
A hole in my heart...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
Doctors say I have a hole in my heart
But what they knew it was the same heart with you from the start
No one could figure the hole in my heart
But I knew it was just after you left me without a mark
572 · Sep 2013
Regrets...
Anushka Acharya Sep 2013
Every moment of my life I think about my past mistakes
I think about what should have been done
And what it could have been now
If I just had thought right then my life would not have been full of regrets

Every single second I think of u with her
And again if I hadn’t made that tiny bit of mistake then u would be with me here
Again regret comes and swipes off
All I dreamt for us

If I ever got to go back in time
I would undo every tiny bit of my crime
And ****** u back from her
And we would never fall apart I swear

But then reality hits back
From the dream which was impossible to get back
Again regret comes and swipes off
Of what we could have

— The End —