I throw away the flash light
'cause it reminds me of the night
when you left me standing all by myself
with no words left
and no tears to shed
all there was, this flash light by my side
from which my sorrow's couldn't hide

I crouched by his side and embraced his thin body
and felt his warmth inside my grip
which was different from the one i felt,
when you were the one that held

Now i realize, all those were lies
but i don't understand why my heart still cries
Is it because i am wrong??
Or is it because the flash light's right, all along

i turn on the lights
look in the mirror
and stare into the eyes
of the one that ruined her own life

the cold brown eyes
staring back with grief
'cause now she has nothing to take
and no one to give

even her own eyes stare at her
like it doesn't fear
from the ruins she came out
and is still living in drought

His warm hand touches my cheek
I can feel the warmth going through me
His heart speaks a million words to me
That no lips can ever spill

I wish he could feel the same from me
Coz my heart’s screaming words that my lips can never speak
These feelings can never be put into words
Coz they are meant to be felt
Not to be heard

Even with my eyes wide awake
Everything is fading away
I wish I could live just some more
And feel his warmth endlessly
And with him right beside me
I can face death fearlessly

Even after I go away
Don’t let your warmth fade away
Coz it speaks a million words for me
That no mouth can ever spill

Doctors say I have a hole in my heart
But what they knew it was the same heart with you from the start
No one could figure the hole in my heart
But I knew it was just after you left me without a mark