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anu Feb 2017
Doesn't know what creature am I
I posted how close he (Mani my pet) and I

But I myself gave him for a little cry
And why I cry
Without any shy
I gave him for my little friend jasmine (LkG studying girl) who cries for my pet but now i dont know why I
cry on seeing them fly

God y u gave me and when I loves sth and y u decide that it deserve better than me

Feeling bad about myself !!
anu Oct 2016
Just thousands things reminds me
But why you forget me
God ??
God,let no one have this pain in the world !!
anu Dec 2016
Just want to cry
But I won't try
Because I can't die

And I want to fly
To reach the sky
To ask only why
??
Feel like crying but I won't.
Having a heavy heart my lord
But sry for asking
Why ??
But  still I trust you
And love you
My Lord !!
anu Dec 2016
Am  living
Just to hate my living
Just three words reminds that am living
Hate,Pain,& Death
anu Apr 2017
Everything is changing in life
But why don't you ?
Everyone is leaving and going in life
But why don't you ?

I don't want things to be changed
But they change
I don't want them to left me all alone
But they leave

But I forced a lot
To throw you out

Still you are with me
My PAIN

I LOVE YOU
PAIN
Never expected that life has to many turns like this !!
anu Jun 2015
I Know you don't like me

But   Can't accept that you hate me..


I Willn't cry

Why should i

I Called  

You picked

I Said,Hello

But Your not even ready to say "Hello"

I Know you willn't

But i called  atleast to hear  your voice

I  Haven't done any sin

Sometimes being calm is the biggest  punishment

why can't i forget you

is it because you are so pure

or my affection is pure?????????????
anu Oct 2019
Whatever happens
Life must go on...
One day or other
Definitely I will go to God
With that Hope
I will go !
Paining
anu Nov 2019
Will this change one day?  

Or

That one day will that change !
anu Apr 2017
Whatever happens I will move on
With a hope
...
anu May 2018
Never thought she will leave me
But I want her to like me

She know me  
But Why she left me

Will she come back to me
Or will she doesn't want me

Why everbody leaves me
And why should i think them as they are meant for me
Paining soundu !
anu Jul 2015
Often I Uttered that
TRUE LOVE WILL NOT FAIL

But Mine is Failed

My Mind Pestered Me
ISN'T MY LOVE IS TRUE?

But My Heart Answered

My Heart Showed Me
HER LOVELY LOVE IN MY DREAMS..
Isn't  proved that my love is true ???
anu Mar 2017
Just getting little headache every morning
But wish to get a injury
To pass away this world soon

But I know well
All my wish will go waste ever
Get lost ..... Everything ! !
anu Dec 2016
Hate myself
Just wish to Stab myself
Thousands times
As at least it could
Wipe away my
Unshakable
Longing
Thoughts
Hate completely
Me and my life !!(tears(:(:(
anu Nov 2018
True Friend
Who never show us that this your end

Adorable Teacher
Who shows the extreme patience as a preacher

Sweet Sister
Who loves and cares everyone as a mother

Loyal Lover
Who makes me to feel that still trueness lives ever

Let that trueness lives ever
Happy birthday my dear
Lv u Shymu ma ( Shyamla - my frnd )
anu Jun 2015
I Can't be with you
But You Can't be without me

I Can't talk to you
But You Can't stop talking without me

I Can't  See  you
But You Can't  see me even if your are with me

I Can't  Get you
But You Can't Get Out of me

In My Illusion..
I Will be with peoples whom i liked most ...Still they all close to my hearts...The Wonderful world i had..which never lend me to long...
anu Jan 2017
Though I have not got any words
That consoles me

Instead receiving uncounted words
That irritates me

Just wish to die immediately
But  I will live fully
To make all strictly
To live happily
Am longing to much
Now a days
I hate myself
anu Mar 2017
Really feeling very bad to write sad always
And guilty too
To the world I can act
But here I couldn't
When I read poems
My longing increases
And think y God hates only me
When see some poems sad
Just think y am losing my sense of poetry too
Once I record my sadness as beautiful poetry
But now I hate myself
I don't want to write
So went and heard music
Still am same sad
Music is awesome
But am got some
....insane
Sort for posting

I love HP like anything
But I think I need to quit
To save lovable HP

Sorry ...
Planning for deleting .... May I poet friends ????
anu May 2015
smile
while
you
feel

see
sky
instead
you
cry
self motivating..feeling good..
anu Oct 2016
Just everyday becoming worst
And worst
I think I am not best
To handle this Past
And I want this to be the last
Day in my life
Knows well I want to live this hell life !!
anu Aug 2017
God, Loosing one self
Is such a hard task
Its alright I am okay
Just getting use to it
Will make me strong
I know all will leave me
Inspite of that why I am
This way .
Please do something
And take my life
I am asking you this
From so long ago
But knows well
U too hate me
Its alright
I will live this hell
Sorry for posting
anu Sep 2015
When I heard her voice
Thousands of things forced me to cry
But I didn’t and I will not
She remains the same
As I said she is awesome always
But I was unfortunate always
I Wished “HAPPY TEACHERS DAY”
She said,” THANK YOU”
But not as she talks to others
She know how I will think and react
And I too know how she will think and react
But the thing is I can’t go near her
If I called her in my number
She mayn’t pick up the call
I called
She doesn’t
Any how I got what I want
Heard Her voice
Wanted and want to cry
But will not
I had time still I die
Wish to talk to you mam..Its killing me..This is just a pure relationship
...Now i'm matured enough to understand what you mean....But one thing is sure your memories can't be erased..
Y
anu Feb 2017
Y
I don't want to die
I won't ever lie
Its paining
Y
Its me
And
This much
??
anu Nov 2017
I  am going to die
Though I cant **** myself
I am going to **** everyone
Yes I am become brutal
Yes I am become brutal
Hate my life to the extreme ! I hate you Jesus Christ .. I will never come back to you !!
anu Jun 2018
I can see a baby with father and mother moving with a smile
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her ana (brother)who were playing happily
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her  friend
Who hugs each other
Y not me ?

I can see a girl who is having happy  life who was blessed by Lord
?
Y not me
?
Pray for me
I can see a girl who was dead by accident
Y not me ?
anu Oct 2017
When I saw you talking to someone
Why should I get hurt ??
When you comment someone
Why should I feel that you don't even seen my scribblings ??
When I am here
Why I should check
Whether are you here ??
Though its not love
Its because of care
That you have given me
And I think that now it was taken from me
I have written this for ....
Let me wait !!
anu Jun 2019
Why do I like you ?  
Is that everyone adores you ?  
Is that everyone praises you ?
Is that everyone takes pride of you ?

May be

Is that your broad view ?
Is that your are always new ?
Is that who aims always to grew ?  

May be

But it's because your my Jew
And you who make me blew
With your caring cue

Though I am far away from you
Nothing can depart me from you
As my beats of thoughts are only about you

Yes anaaaa it's you
Who wants to see me grew !
My anaaaa ( Samiyandha)  
Positive try over.....
anu Aug 2015
You said,you came here to reach me
But now u gone IS IT  TO TELL
THAT YOU DON'T WANT ME??

This is your most harsh behaviour
WHY I'M CRYING
I GONE TO HER
AND NOW SHE GONE

God please hereafter
I should not love anybody
in this world especially in terms of friends

I Controlled all my feelings
But this things things
Forced me to pour it all out

She says" Im leaeaving.
If i stay here, or If I respond to your words,
i would end up in hurting you.
I dont want that to happen.
so its better to leave before its getting on my nerves, and before its getting more worse.
moreover i have no energy to fight or argue."

But hurted i like anything
God,She willn't be well in my absence
Give all the things that will help her to be happy..
YOU LEFT ME AGAIN
PAIN..Just can't control..(sorry for posting this)
anu Nov 2017
I miss my happiness
I miss you
You and happiness
Doesn't gives two different meaning
A sweet memory
Came like a breeze
But a thought
Poured out a storm
And the sweet wheels
With tears !!
Unique !! I could see a different girl in me now !!
anu Nov 2016
Stabbing the dead heart
Is cruel my Lord !!
It won't bleed
But it need
A seed




To praise you God
As it still has hope on you !!
anu Aug 2020
இணை புரியாத அன்பு
இணை புரியாத நேசம்

என்னை  அறியும் முன்பே
உன்னை அரிந்தென் அம்மா

யாரும் சொல்லி கேட்கவில்லை
யாரும் சொல்லி எனக்குள் உம்மை உணரவில்லை

அழும் போது உமது வரிகள்
சிரிக்கும் போது உம் செயல்கள்

என்னுள் என்றும் வாழும்
என் அன்னை அம்மாவிற்கு

அன்பு வாழ்த்துக்கள் அம்மா
உயிர் போகும் வரை காரணம் இல்லாமல் நான் நேசிக்க எங்கும் ஒரு உயிர்
(Mother Thersa )
anu Nov 2019
அன்பின் ஆழம்
வெறுக்கும் நிலையிலும்
மனம்
நேசிக்க துடிக்கும்  !

மணி நேரத்தில்
மார்க்கும் அன்பு
கேவலமான
மனிதனிடத்தில் மட்டும் உண்டு !
அன்பு #affection
anu Sep 2020
நண்பர்களாய் கை கொத்து
காதலர்களாய் கை சேர்த்து
தம்பதியராய் சிறகு எடுத்து
இன்று பெற்ரோராய் வானில் பறக்கும்
என் ஜோடி புறாக்களுக்கு
இனிய முதல் திருமண நாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள்
5.09.2020
என்றும் அன்புடன் நான் !
anu Apr 2020
வின்மீன்களாய் பிரச்சனைகள் ஒழித்து கொண்டே இருக்கும்

ஜொலிக்கும் நட்சத்திரமாய் எதோ ஒரு நம்பிக்கை பிடியாய் என்றும் அன்பின்  உயிர்களும்  இருக்கும்

இருளில் இருக்கும் இதயங்களுக்கு
ஜொலிக்கும் வின்மீன்கலே
உயிர் அற்ற உயிர்பிணங்களுக்கு
உயிர் நீர் தரும் நீங்கள்  தெய்வங்கலே... 🙏
என் கண்ணீர்...... புதிய வடிவம் !

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