anu: Poems

Dec 2016 · 350

Unheard !!

anu Dec 2016

Unheard !!

Just wish to have word
But I am unheard

Love to talk
But wish to be deaf and dumb

Dec 2016 · 475

Why??

anu Dec 2016

Why??

Just want to cry
But I won't try
Because I can't die

And I want to fly
To reach the sky
To ask only why
??

Feel like crying but I won't.
Having a heavy heart my lord
But sry for asking
Why ??
But still I trust you
And love you
My Lord !!

Dec 2016 · 276

Dying

anu Dec 2016

Dying

Feeling bad
Often I think
Why I am living
But I know
That I live
Only for dying
But God !!
Please stop giving
Paining

Hate me for sharing
Sorry just poured out !!

Dec 2016 · 232

New Lesson To Get Out From My Prison !!

anu Dec 2016

New Lesson To Get Out From My Prison !!

Just missed yesterday
In a beautiful way

All my senses adored you
And you are new
(Full Moon)

All my thoughts searched you
And I reached you
Though you are few
But you gave a view
That I have to grew

To know that
You're not the poorest
But the richest

In the world of happiness
(Poor in status and rich in happiness)

God, showing me different things.
Doesn't know how to react
But forcing myself to let go !!

Dec 2016 · 509

Voicemail to God !!

anu Dec 2016

Voicemail to God !!

Shakespeare says,
'Life is but a dream'
But I think
'Dream is but a life'

Life takes me to different ends
But I am in want of my own ends

Felt very guilty that am hurting others. God,protect me or punish me !!

Dec 2016 · 451

Why am living ??

anu Dec 2016

Why am living ??

Am living
Just to hate my living

Just three words reminds that am living
Hate,Pain,& Death

Nov 2016 · 369

Harsh Breeze !!

anu Nov 2016

Harsh Breeze !!

Just build using
A small small pebbles
And stones & bricks

But a harsh breeze
Could blow away everything

Ya I lived a happy life
Using a painted pictures
But
A harsh reality
Wiped all my beautiful
Imaginary happy life

Just painted my pains as words
Ah!! Still hope on you Lord.

Nov 2016 · 572

Dangerous four letter words

anu Nov 2016

Dangerous four letter words

Hate

Just four letter can't describe
How I feel
Just four letter can't describe
How I miss
Just four letter can't describe
How I am in this hell

Pain
Love
Life

Nov 2016 · 385

You too !!

anu Nov 2016

You too !!

Stabbing the dead heart
Is cruel my Lord !!
It won't bleed
But it need
A seed

To praise you God

As it still has hope on you !!

Nov 2016 · 384

Hanging (:

anu Nov 2016

Hanging (:

Life has nothing
And I want something
But I lost everything
Though am living

Hanging by reciting !!
(Poem)

Nov 2016 · 469

Hate hating

anu Nov 2016

Hate hating

Hate even to express
How bad I feel
Just wordless
To describe this hell
Life itself becomes lifeless
And there is nothing to hell

No words and no God !!! But is God there .He throws me away. S but God mind that I also can???!!!

Nov 2016 · 468

Great Gift !!

anu Nov 2016

Great Gift !!

God is great
Its not that He hears
He wipes
And consoles

No nothing
He did
But He gifted
A beautiful
Soul

My sweet sister
ELSA KA

Love you so much ka
Just let us live this hell life
Just by sharing ka

Nov 2016 · 491

Raining In My Heart !!

anu Nov 2016

Raining In My Heart !!

Just paining
But I will make that as painting

All beautiful memories
Gave me a unshakable worries

Just smiling just because it all my pains raining in my heart !!

Oct 2016 · 321

Just poured out

anu Oct 2016

Just poured out

Hate to live this hell life
The only question that
Keep questioning me inside
Is that what mistake did I ??
Do I deserve this much pain??
Why God hates me this much??

Really its paining very much !!

Oct 2016 · 341

Just listening

anu Oct 2016

Just listening

Music is the food for unsharble pains
Just am listening
And I will

Just felt that i don't have anyone to hear my undefined and unshakable wounds:(

Oct 2016 · 344

Do I Don't Deserved Anything ??

anu Oct 2016

Do I Don't Deserved Anything ??

Do I deserve only this longing life
Did I asked you this unwiped tears
Longs and haunts ??

You made me tell ' hate you ' but i love you too God !!

Oct 2016 · 252

Nothing is left !!

anu Oct 2016

Nothing is left !!

God, you cheated
And left me as a orphan
Thanks for everything

I won't and I can't
Smile from my heart
I want
Just haunt
Diseases
To please
All my pains
Which fills my veins

Love dying and want dying !!

Oct 2016 · 213

Worst and Am not the best !!

anu Oct 2016

Worst and Am not the best !!

Just everyday becoming worst
And worst
I think I am not best
To handle this Past
And I want this to be the last
Day in my life

Knows well I want to live this hell life !!

Oct 2016 · 298

Happy, I won't be happy !!

anu Oct 2016

Happy, I won't be happy !!

Know well nothing will make me Happy
But still longs that sth make me
Happy
I will be
Happy
On making me
Think that He
Will not make me
Happy

Just fed up !!

Oct 2016 · 207

Please dont read

anu Oct 2016

Please dont read

I just want to run away from this world
why I longs
Do I don't deserve anything
Am I such a worst creature in the world
Working for six day
One day was ment for rest
But am dying on that one day
General studies states that it was my psychological problem
Am I a ******
But longing was there for long time
I running
And running
After my childhood days
I was not OK
GOD y u hate me this much
Tired of everything
Please don't force me to tell that
I hate you
Lord I love you
Though I lost all my hope
No need hear me lord
Just don't add burns to my wounds

Hate myself..sry for posting..

Oct 2016 · 225

Why ??

anu Oct 2016

Why ??

Just thousands things reminds me
But why you forget me
God ??

God,let no one have this pain in the world !!

Oct 2016 · 516

Who am i ??

anu Oct 2016

Who am i ??

I can't hurt anyone
But I can't even stop hurting me too

Who am I
Good or bad ??

Just love you pain !!!

Oct 2016 · 386

Dying can't be equal to Living

anu Oct 2016

Dying can't be equal to Living

Just dying can't equalise my painted and haunted pains
.....

My love, it's just you pain !!

Oct 2016 · 269

Dying With Smiling !!

anu Oct 2016

Dying With Smiling !!

Hate this life
Nothing will make me
And help me to know
What happiness means

Just I can't even die
But I died inwardly
I love my parents and friends
They should not die
Because of me
So I won't die
I will die through living

No words !!! Thanks Lord !!! Now I learned how much you hate me !!!

Oct 2016 · 186

Pain

anu Oct 2016

Pain

Doesn't know
why this morning comes
Because I couldn't sleep and cry
Which would at least console my wounds and pain
Just I am feed up
Nothing is there
To take me up again
Even God left me
Thanks for everything

I couldn't even write sry for myself

Oct 2016 · 557

To My Lovable Idiot !!

anu Oct 2016

To My Lovable Idiot !!

You lovable idiot
Why you are shedding tears for me
Am making myself rough
To feel my heart tough
For pouring out my tears
But your harsh drizzles
Brought out all my painted tears

Really amazed when ever am in pain.It comes and change my hardest smilies into consoling tears.Love u my beautiful rain..

Oct 2016 · 570

Physical Vs Mental Agony

anu Oct 2016

Physical Vs Mental Agony

Just wish to be in school always
Where I will be too busy
Which makes me to forget
All my mental agony

The moral of the story
That physical agony
Could wipe out mental agony

Just expressed how I feel after coming out from school

Oct 2016 · 591

Life

anu Oct 2016

Life

Life is full of challenges
And In Hp shared the nuhances

Just feeling very bored and tired of this life.Let us try one new thing.I will give a title and first line. Hp family members can add lines to c what this life and HP gives us..

Oct 2016 · 278

Tired on being with you,life!!

anu Oct 2016

Tired on being with you,life!!

Just tried of everything
Physically and mentally
Hate living
Hate fully

Just living itself becomes a hell !!

Sep 2016 · 317

Life's Couplet

anu Sep 2016

Life's Couplet

There is nothing in life
Just living makes a life

Just feed up with life

Sep 2016 · 257

Dying

anu Sep 2016

Dying

The pain is haunting
Am I am in wanting
But there is nothing
And I just will have my longing

Am in deep pain

Sep 2016 · 309

Killing myself with smile !!

anu Sep 2016

Killing myself with smile !!

No tears
Even when am having so many fears

Just when seeing
Others enjoying
My heart starts longing
But am warning
Not to do haunting

God, you tested me often
I think that I have proven
But I will test you for one
That are you loving this women
Or leaving her as orphan

Hope my God gives me what I want. He who gave me and hope He who will be with me :(

Sep 2016 · 227

LV

anu Sep 2016

LV

Love is not just sharing and caring
But understanding
And its everything

Just thinking what is love!!

Sep 2016 · 180

Dying With Living

anu Sep 2016

Dying With Living

Just can't describe
How I feel this pain

God,Let me go through it

Feel like dying

Sep 2016 · 230

Ah!! still it bleeds

anu Sep 2016

Ah!! still it bleeds

Feeling very bad
4 years ago
Just thinking
How was this moment

Shocked
Cried

Undesirable

Still it's paining!!

Sep 2016 · 613

Sorry Feeling

anu Sep 2016

Sorry Feeling

Just cared and shared
But I learned
That I would have planned
To stand
Within my limits

But am become blind
When it comes to love lovely mind

Feeling bad.But still my heart cares for them..God let you take care of good souls ever..

Sep 2016 · 242

Want But Don't Want !!

anu Sep 2016

Want But Don't Want !!

The word

Never threaten me

When I heard for mine

As I am waiting for it

But when I heard

It tried even to see my lovable souls

The heart stops for a moment

So my dear

"DEATH"

Come to those

Who wants you!!

Am in the amidst of pain

Sep 2016 · 309

UNKNOWN TRAVELS & TRAVELERS

anu Sep 2016

UNKNOWN TRAVELS & TRAVELERS

Going without knowing

He goes quietly
And she just follows blindly

Ah! It's me and my life.

Sep 2016 · 397

Creator Vs Destroyer

anu Sep 2016

Creator Vs Destroyer

You are
Neither
Creator
Nor
Destroyer

Not a lover
But a love

Just thought a pure love will create but it destroy too

Sep 2016 · 201

Got it !!!???

anu Sep 2016

Got it !!!???

Just I will get
What I doesn't want

But ever I won't get
What I want

Just I will get
Hurt and hate

But ever I won't get
Love and lovely life

Don't know what wrong I did as ever am tasting tears forever???

Sep 2016 · 760

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

anu Sep 2016

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

Being a teacher is a pride
But I don't want to hide

That being a teacher is hard
But love of all my ward
Make me feel that am enough hard
To be a teacher

And I Just want to wish my teachers
Who really stands as a great teachers
For these many years !!

" HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY "

First teacher's day as a teacher

Aug 2016 · 258

Just Lead To Bleed !!

anu Aug 2016

Just Lead To Bleed !!

How hard
I tried
Am running out
Of worries

How hard
It tried
To reach out
My queries

It lead
And I am in bleed

At first pain comes to me as a part of life but am become part of pain!!
Once my poems stands for what I feel even now it stands as it is but now my feeling just only stands for pain.just got no way to run away from this hell life.
Sorry for sharing poems
Feeling guilty as am spreading my negatives!!

Aug 2016 · 477

Birth<Day>Death

anu Aug 2016

Birth<Day>Death

Is this a special day?
In my childhood day
I will wait for this day
But today
Am praying that this day
Shouldn't come ever at my way
As this birthday
Remains me that I born on this day
To die everyday

Feeling painful.
Just longs!!!

Aug 2016 · 5.8k

Gated girls!!

anu Aug 2016

Gated girls!!

Don't want a girl child
Doesn't mean
I hate being a girl
But hate to be a part of this
Hatred male dominated world

Depressed.. But girls are great !!
Feeling bad as I a lost a parental pure love just because am a girl..

Aug 2016 · 250

Please help her !!

anu Aug 2016

Please help her !!

Just lived for them
Hide all her worries
More than that
My lovable loneliness
But they just told
That she has
' Age problem'
More than 20 years
She is longing
Does it mean
'Age problem?'
I think
It is that
Just 'she herself is a problem'

Girls are always girls!! As a girl if someone helps her I will be happy..

Aug 2016 · 322

Thought for the day !!

anu Aug 2016

Thought for the day !!

Hope a day shine
With the thought of mine

That I can
And won

All my depressions!!

Just hope the day will be fine with my positive thoughts..

Aug 2016 · 473

Not a poem just my unheard voices!!

anu Aug 2016

Not a poem just my unheard voices!!

Just some thing killing me inside

What could I do

None in this world is there for me

Could not sleep peacefully

physically suffering a lot

Mentally dying a lot more

Is there none to tell

To make me at least OK

God hate you

For you have created me like this

And for your hateness towards me

Depppppprrreeeeesssseeedddd!!!!!!

Aug 2016 · 321

Life-Live In Failure Ever !!

anu Aug 2016

Life-Live In Failure Ever !!

Though I have failed thousands times
I fail and I will fail better

God, you to disappointed me. U made me think that even you are partial.Even for you am secondary.. Not even that.. Thanks for everything god..I am sincere to you..I never disrespected you.. I may not come to you but for that this pain is to much..

Just pored out..

Aug 2016 · 532

FRIEND!!

anu Aug 2016

FRIEND!!

A friend is need
Not only in deed
But who stand as seed
To feed
All you need !!

Proud to be a friend !!
Happy friendship day to all my poet friends.

Aug 2016 · 563

Me and my poetry!!

anu Aug 2016

Me and my poetry!!

Just feels being mingled
     In busy world
     But still i hold
       poetry world
      To fold

   All my happiness
    And sadness
      As crazy words!!

Miss you poetry..often you were there to wipe my tears..I will never miss you dear poetry!!